Wilmer's pov.
I woke up, and look next to me, when i saw her.. i remembered all the things she told me last night, and everything i told her. I couldn't let her go away. I couldn't let us go away.
Her face, burried in the crok of my neck, she's awake and she's kissing my neck, not in sexual way, murmuring how much she loves me.
This is what i want.
Demi's pov
"Will, i can't believe what happened last night.."
"Me neither.. i just..it feels right."-he was there, in bed, like we used to be, kissing me and loving me the best like no one could. He was completely mine.
"I'll go take a shower okay?" i said and left.
When i finished, i saw an empty trash bag,
"Wil...Did you use condom?"
I could hear him saying "oh shit"
Everything was messed up. What if i'm pregnant?! HE'S MARRIED I CAN'T HAVE HIS KID. I WANT BUT I CAN'T
My body was shaking, soon enough he was there, holding me and patting my back like he knew i loved.
"What are we going to do Wilmer?"
"We'll make this okay Dems, i promise to you that."
I slowly noded.
"I'll go get you a test okay baby?"
He said baby, and looked right into my eyes. All i wanted to do is kiss him, which i did.
"Okay."
Wilmer's pov
I got a text.
Amanda: Baby where are you? I've been waiting for you.
Wilmer: Honey i'm on a bussines trip, i told you about it! I'll be back next week, kishes Wilmer.
I put the phone back in my pocket. I speed up so i could give test to Demi.
Demi's pov
"Okay so now we wait" i said.
"Okay nena"- i walked up to him, and kissed him, as soft as i could, i wanted this man, i couldn't deny it anymore.
*beep*
Timer went off. I picked up the test, it was positive. I didn't know what to do.
"Hey nena, we got this, it's gonna be okay i promise okay?"
"Okay Wil..." i didnt know what actually happened. My body and mind were shocked.
Eventually later that day Wilmer left.
All i could do is think about self harm. I couldn't take this child. I couldn't be pregnant with a married man. I took the razor, and slowly started to cut, one by one wounds were much deeper.
Last thing i remember is.. i texted him "Help."
Wilmer's pov
"Help."- my insides shaking, my body tense i speed up to her house.
"Nena!" i yell as i knock.
No answer. I run in, find her all covered in blood in the bathroom.
"DEMI BABY WAKE UP HEY STAY WITH ME BABY WAKE UP"
All i could do is take her to the hospital.
"Demi Lovato?"- "room 5 Sir"
I ran there, my hands shaking, tears streaming down my face. All i could see was her weak and pale body, the soft creature of my woman.
"I'm sorry." i heard quietly.
"Hey nena it's okay, everything will be fine okay? trust me yeah"
"Wilmer i killed our baby."
My body froze. All i could do is run from there. I couldn't even look at her. I wanted, but i couldn't.
Grabbing my keys i unlocked my apartment.
Wilmer: I can't do this anymore, i'm done i'm sending you divorce papers i'm sorry.
Amanda: WILMER BABY NO.
*block contact.*
I couldn't look myself at the mirror. Why did i leave my Demi there? All alone? Why couldn't i look at her and say everything is alright? Why?
I didn't sleep that night.
Demi's pov
I was laying there, all numb, tears streaming down my cheeks, i ruined us. It's all my fault. My fucking fault.
Demi: I'm sorry.
*seen*
I put my phone down, muting my sobs with my fists. All i did was wrong. I'm wrong.
"Miss Lovato you can go home now"
"Thank you." I can going out. I need to see him, i need to fix us.
Wilmer's pov.
I'm being a dick i know, but i can't help it. I'm sorry for what i did, i just can't look at her now. I can't.
I fell asleep crying and murmuring apologies in a pillow thinking it was her, it smelled like her.
Demi's pov.
Why did i have to do that?
Why couldn't i just become a mom and be happy? And have him?
I didn't know why.
Knocks on the door broke silence.
