𝐿𝐸 𝒩𝒪𝐼𝑅[Bang Yongguk]

5. 𝒢𝓊𝓃𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓉

I spend the last few days with Yongguk, but he had to go because of "private issues" I can't know...

He was not looking well when he told me that he had to go and will be bag in a while.

It's already been one day and still nothing from him.

I tried to send him a message and call him but without any result.

He even left me on read one time but then he was gone and my messages didn't arrived.

I miss him and hope he's fine.

I don't like that he had to go because of his private issues and that he even gets no messages from me is weird.

I was thinking too much since he left.

Where is he?

Few hours later...

Still nothing.

As I was drinking my coffee I heard the doorbell ring.

I left my coffee on the table and ran as quick as I could to door.

When I opened it, he was there.

I hugged him.

Naeun:
"Y-Yongguk I missed you so bad!! Where was you been you idiot!!!"

He didn't answer and pushed me in.

I fell and he suddenly started to lock the door, close all the windows etc.

Naeun:
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! ARE YOU INSANE?!"

He looked to me madly.

Yongguk:
"SHUT UP!!!!"

He took his gun out and pointed it towards me.

It was already night, both of us quietly looking at us.

Both got tears in our eyes.

Naeun:
"y-yongguk..."

Yongguk:
"Please Naeun, shut up."

Naeun:
"WHY ARE YOU DOING IT?! WHY?!"

Yongguk:
"STOP IT NAEUN!!"

Naeun:
"I LOVE YOU YONGGUK!!! I LOVE YOU!!"

He pulled the trigger and shot.

He pulled the trigger and shot.

He pulled the trigger and shot.

He pulled the trigger and shot.

He pulled the trigger and shot.

He pulled the trigger and shot.

He PuLlEd ThE tRiGgEr AnD sHoT.

He PuLlEd ThE tRiGgEr AnD sHoT.

Right next to me. Nearly at me. Trying to kill me.

Both quietly looking at each other and crying.

He pulled out a knife and cut his arm.

He let the blood run over me.

Then he messed out my shirt and the whole ground was with blood.

He cared for his wounds and knee down next to me.

I was disturbed.

Yongguk:
"Close your eyes, I'll make you die for a while. Just until we're out of here and can live happily....please Naeun, if you love me."

I nod.

After I did what he said he took a needle and had some kind of Medizin in it. I was passed out.

He carried me on his arms out of the house.

After I came back...

Slowly opening my eyes.

I look around myself.

Yongguk there in a white shirt. His hair messed up and black jeans.

He was sitting at a window with a glas of whiskey. The bottle was on the table and he was looking out of the window.

I sit up and see myself in a white sleeping dress.

I was clean.

I was confused.

Naeun:
"Y-Yongguk?~..."

He looked at me, left the glas on the table and came to me.

He sat down beside me and sadly smiled.

Yongguk:
"I'm so, so sorry Naeun. We're safe now."

Naeun:
"Yongguk, I don't understand. What is going on? Where are we and what happened? And your arm?"

Yongguk was stroking my hair and smiled at me.

Yongguk:
"I'm alright, we're at a place until we can live a life safely and happily.

Naeun:
"Please explain."

Yongguk:
"Just wait"

Naeun:
"Wait for what? You tried to kill me!"

Yongguk looked sad.

Yongguk:
"Naeun, please. Baby, I can explain. But not now."

I madly got up and tried to go out of that hotel room.

He grabbed me and pushed me agains the wall.

He looked me right into my eyes.

His voice was sad but also in a mad way.

Yongguk:
"You can't go...trust me. Just give me another chance. The others will solve that problem...please."

I pushed him away and went to the table where he still got the alcohol on.

I took the glas and was about to take a sip, but then I let it and took the bottle instead.

Yongguk:
"What are you doing? Naeun, don't"

I began to drink as much as I could before Yongguk took the bottle from me.

He hugged and kissed me. I started crying in his arms.

Since he entered my life, everything changed, my beautiful life got so worst.

Will it ever be beautiful again?

Like a portrait, exist only one time, when you screw it up you can never get it back. Repaint it, but it wasn't like that before.

To be continued...