Leaving

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"Joey leave me the fuck alone!". I screamed.

"Just come here baby". Joey slurred even though he wasn't drunk.

"No! I give you to many chances! You've cheated on me multiple times and you know damn well I can't live without you, so you think you can do whatever the fuck you want because you know that I'll always come back but this time I'm done! For good!". I snapped at him.

"Ok". He shrugged.

"Fuck you". I said staring into his piercing blue eyes.

"Mhm". He simply said.

I walked past him with my suitcases and walked to the front door.

I opened it and almost ran to my car because I was so pissed.

           

I've been driving for about 2 hours now and I don't know where I'm going.

But all I really know is that I'm on this steep hill.

I park my car next to a bench and get out.

I walk over to a table and sit down.

I look at the lights that are shimmering throughout LA city.

I feel warm liquids running down my face and I wipe them.

I roll my sleeve up and examine it.

"He's the reason why I did this...". I say to myself looking at the deep blood red scars on my wrist.

I got up and start walking towards the edge of the cliff , and I take a deep breath.

' do it!' my self conscious said.

I look behind me, then back in front of me.

"You made me believe in love.... Now I don't even know why I walked up to you that day when I had so many other people to ask". I ramble on.

Seconds later I here a car pulling up.

My head snapped back and I saw Joey getting out the car and speed walking towards me.

"I'm sorry Silvyia!". I heard him yell.

"No... I'm sorry for wasting your time... I know I wasn't good enough for you, so you cheated on me and said I love you to me because you didn't wanna hurt my feelings". I said loud enough for him to here me.

I roll my shirt up over my head and throw it.

All I heard was a whimper sound leaving his lips.

"You did this to me Joey.... So I'll do you a favor and finish it". I said looking at him one more time.

"What are you- SILVYIA!!".

And that was the last thing I ever heard....

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 26, 2019 ⏰

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