Depression feels like a pang of hurt in your heart it's like ur happy u know ? But then it hits u like a million knifes stabbing you... U start getting negative thoughts and suicide thoughts and the only thing that makes them go away is something and it doesn't leave you alone it's there u feel it .. It's sadness and you feel like crying something builds up inside u and u want to scream it out but it's caught in your throat and then you feel like the only way to let it out is by cutting or harming yourself and when u do that feeling goes away u feel better but worse at the same time because you're hurting yourself but you know it's the only way and you know that it releases your worries and stress and anxiety ...But it comes back it always does it might take months or weeks but it returns music helps me
Through it
