Crying Distress (The story of a outrage)

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When he saw him standing there at the door his heart was rapidly beating, a mix of joy that took several days without seeing Deiniol in person, only seeing in his dreams, so his smile, that smile dedicated to Dei, but also felt nerves, increasing anxiety, ashamed, wanted him to be there, was happy to see it there in front of him, but also wanted to go away and leave him alone, so the sadness in his eyes, the boy with black hair under the eye, could not bear those brown eyes on him.
Fil rubbed his hands gently, I looked up to disguise, stepped aside, Dei step beside him, closing the door behind himself.

- What happen? - Dei said staring at the other man.

- What do you mean? - Surprise and said looking down. Something happens.

Fil avoid cross glances with the brown-haired boy, he could not bear the look and the question, he sat on the bed carefully, trying to hide his pain and Deiniol sat on the furniture that was there staring at the another.
- Look at me— ordered the taller man —fil watch me.
Fil froze upon hearing that.

- We're going home right now - said looking around the bedchamber Already you packed - Fil shook his head, so Dei got up and started to open the closet, packing clothes into suitcase was next.
The black-haired boy was sitting on the bed, not moving, letting the other man pack up, hiding his eyes focusing on the other.

- I do not know what happened - He said with suitcase ready— but I expect you to tell me at home - Dei saw something and started toward the other boy, carefully argued his jaw and saw the blow on his face - Who did this ?.

Fil's eyes made ​​contact with the brown eyes, and a tear ran down his cheek then his hand covered his mouth and inevitably began sobbing.

Dei did not know, but the way he was crying, he could feel his pain, he crouched beside the sobbing boy without touching it.

- Do you want to stay in this place? - he Said kind and softly voice.

The black-haired boy stood a little sobs and made a shake of his head, he did not want to stay there alone, and though he was afraid of being embarrassed in front Dei, he wanted to go home, he wanted to go home with Dei .

It's fine—then told to stand up, he made a call and hung up —the cab must not delay.Come on down.

They had just entered the apartment carrying a suitcase Dei dl another man, Fil looked like the apartment long been gone from there, Dei had noticed all this way person was sad, listless, nervous, wanted him said it happened, his patience was breaking.

- Want something to eat? - Said the taller boy, but the other person shook his head.
Without warning Dei approached, took his chin and acted as if to kiss him. The fear he saw in the eyes of Fil was hard to describe and it was confirmed when he pushed him into the distance and his body beginning to tremble.

- What happened Fil !? - Deiniol said wrists tightly holding the boy was sobbing and trying to break free, these wrist had been hurt, the long sleeves of his shirt hid them, it was painful to feel the grip, but Dei held him tighter.

Fil could not bear the touch of his skin was as bad as if it burned, he wanted to run and anyone touching, his despair made ​​him cry a little louder.

- Tell me what happened Fil! - Said shaking him a little, Fil was very frightened and exhausted to fight.

- Yesterday ... I was raped ... —said the nearly inaudible voice breaking.

- What? Dei said softening his grip and can not believe what he heard.

- I was... raped ... - said Fil looked down as tears fell to the ground - I ...— Fil  began to mourn and Dei released his wrists, giving freedom to cover his face with his palms.

Dei was standing there with a shocked expression that could be said, was silent, watching fil crying covering his face, he looked frail and vulnerable, taking air between his sobs and finally falling to his knees. It was rare to see the boy with black hair in this manner, it was generally quiet, hiding whenever possible sorrows, but now there in the defeated land and Deiniol knelt with many things in his head and on impulse, embraced the blue-eyed boy.

Fil in the midst of his crying, felt someone hugging him and desperately tried to push his touch, he resisted but Deiniol not going to give up, Fil stopped fighting and cried on the shoulder of his best friend, housmate and partner life.