The strange thing about writers is that, we share thoughts to make people happy. Ayun naman talaga dapat diba? You have to establish and create an impact to other people throught your work. Funny how other people like to read angst, while others e gusto lang puro happy moments.
Well in reality, hindi naman talaga puro "happy" lang ang meron. Siguro yung mga taong gusto na puro angst e iniisip na baka totoo nga yung linya ng isang pelikula na "Pain demands to be felt." tapos ang ending e yung bida magkakaroon pa din ng happy ending kahit ang dami na niyang pinagdaanan. Ang cliché right?
As for me, I'm writing my thoughts hindi dahil yon and gusto ng readers but that's how I feel. Rollercoaster ride of emotions, sobrang masaya at sobrang malungkot. No in between, I don't want to fee my readers na palaging masaya lang. Kaya lang minsan ang ironic no? I write stories to make people happy pero ako mismo hindi happy.
Minsan nakakatakot din sa sobrang daming thoughts na meron ako, at yung mga shinare ko iniisip ko baka ba mayroon tao na nacucurious na about me. Like nakikilala na ba nila ako as a person?
Na I am a person who's not happy nor sad. Neutral lang, tingin ko talaga I'm living to make people happy but no one makes me happy. Siguro kailangan ko talaga magpractice ng self-love.
I'm living my life for 25 years now na idinidikta kung anong dapat kong gawin.
Happy person with a sad soul eh?
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