All In. (BxB)

Friends?

Jules P.O.V

Only a week after the whole thing Mel seems to be just fine. Seems. She is really good at hiding her pain, that just makes me worry so much more though. And Nick Well he didn't get anything he wanted. Miles started to ignore him just like everyone else. I didn't want to feel bad so i just don't. Miles has been distant which is good other that he stares at me. I cant believe he would pose as gay just to hurt people. Like who the fuck does that. 

Right now i'm on my way to school. i'm sitting in the front of the bus because, I hate sitting next to the weirdos in the school, who all seem to be in the back. This bus driver also keeps trying to talk to me but, I just glare at her till she stops usually. 

The bus makes a ear rape sound, causing me to cuss and get glared at by the bus driver. I then look up to see no other than Miles. 

"Can I sit here?" He asks me. I don't answer. " Oh shy are you. You didn't seem shy when you punched me," He says failing at making me answer. Somehow it got me to smirk though.

" You deserved it," I say and he sits. IN MY SEAT! I just stare as he stares. He stares with curiosity and I stare with anger. "Go away. I don't want you here," He looks at me with a cute pout face. "Go away with the cute pout face next stop," I say not even looking at him anymore. 

"Cute?" He asks. Shit did I say cute. 

"You know what I meant, don't make a big deal and flatter yourself idiot," I say and instead f carrying the conversation he gets up and moves. Why? "Why are you leaving?" I say grabbing his wrist. I let go almost instantly and turn back to the window. Oops I showed emotion. 

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When I got to the school I went straight to the locker room. I didn't want Mel attacking me right now. I just want to hide for a while and read like the nerd I am. No one really comes in the morning. And the first class was small and it was outside today. I might even skip 1st today just to read. I decide to sit in the corner and start reading. 

Only 5 minutes in I hear the bang of the door and I crouch farther into the corner and keep reading. I hear someone digging through their locker for a while and then, I think probably getting dressed. I only knew I was wrong when I saw a naked boy walk right by me. I squeal like a girl and run out with my backpack hopefully, before they knew who I was. Before Miles, knew who I was I should say. After that I just went straight to class. I thought that maybe if i'm lucky I wouldn't run into him again today. Why is he everywhere I go?

Ignored everyone. I knew that if I had seen Mel she would know something happened. She can like read minds or something I swear.  I didn't try to skip anymore classes either. I just did what the teacher wanted and then left to the next class. right now i'm in PE ignoring Miles standing next to me. I'm blushing just thinking about it. This is the reason I don't take showers at school. it doesn't even seem like a big deal or anything. its just....I haven't ever seen...that. I mean obviously I have like mine. Now i'm blushing harder than before and I think people are starting to notice. 

"Are you okay Julian," the teacher asks as she takes attendance. She looks way to concerned. 

"What yeah... Just um tired?" I say not convincingly. I feel like i'ma pass out. I can't go to the nurse she creeps me out. 

"Miles?" She asks still looking into my eyes. 

"Yeah Whats up?" He says innocently. Technically he is innocent though. 

" I want you to take Julian to the nurse. Stay with him till they figure out whats gonna happen please," She says passing him the hall pass. Great i'm More red...if possible. 

We start to walk and I can't stop moving farther and farther away from him.

"Ahow," I say as I run into the wall. I swear I wasn't this close. 

"Are you okay? Maybe we should walk slower. Here," He says as he grabs my arm and puts it through his. I was trying to get away from him not closer. I pull away and run into the girls bathroom. 

"I don't think its a good time to hook up with girls dude," He says concerned. Why is everyone so concerned. i'm just embarrassed. I guess I don't feel to great either, but not sick I don't think. 

"I'm not, if I wanted to hook up with anyone I wouldn't be in this bathroom idiot," I say not regretting anything. All the sudden he appears behind me in the mirror. "Ahhh Rape!" I shout covering my face. Fuck how did he just pop up like that. Why did I have to scream rape though?

"Your a Faggot?" he says and turns me around and grabs my hands off my face roughly. His eyes are filled with a lot of weird emotions. Anger, Sadness, fear. Nervousness? Wow nervous to punch someone. That has gotta be ne- "That's not okay," He says Starting to grip my hands harder. 

"That hurts Miles,"I say staring into his eyes. Ugh why are his eyes actually beautiful? He lets go a little. 

"Sorry FAGGOT!" He shouts starting to...cry? 

"Are you okay Miles?" I ask surprised that I even care. All the sudden he lets go and goes to the door. I didn't hear the door open so I just got confused. Walked to the corner where the door was gonna be. 

Instead Miles picks me up and sets me on the sink roughly and with his face centimeters away from mine says " I'm not gay," Then connects our lips for the first time. I kissed him back. I didn't now how much I wanted this. I pulled him closer. He couldn't possibly get any closer. His hands griped the back of my neck and my waist. I can't think about anything other than Miles lips on mine. My hands roamed through his hair and his head. Wait... Fuck no this isn't happening. This is the kids I punched for hurting my friend. I pull away and push him back.

 Before I could even think of what to do my body took over and I jumped of the sink and pulled him back. I already missed his lips. As they reconnected he pushed me into the corner and picked me up and held me up by pressing him body against me causing me to moan. I could hear him low chuckle as he started to kiss down my neck. 

Once I had realized what he was doing, he had already been done with his art on my neck. He dropped me and pulled me into a hug. I know I can't do this but when he pulled away and I saw his tears, my lips just decided to kiss them away. I then pulled away and walked out. I hate myself for doing, what I just did in the bathroom with him. Oh god Mel is gonna know. Shit I have screwed up my already fucked up life. Maybe it was worth it...Ha no. I walked straight to the nurses office and sat down telling her that I was told to take a nap. I couldn't just go home. So I would sleep off the embarrassment.