Oneshots // bts

J.jk X reader

Warning: this book escalates quite quickly so.... yeah it looks cute at the start but no.
Also contains suicide and is kinda confusing at the end.

Y/N POV:

I'm doing this

Right?     Right.

Ugh shit i don't know if this is a good idea.

If he can prank me I can get him ba-

A loud smash from the front door is heard followed by a high pitched scream
"OW HOLY SHIT!"

"Woah didn't know u could scream like that"

Yea I'm not doing the prank

"Oi jungkook"

Silence.

"Talk to me with some respect will y-"

"OH MY 10 HOLY LORDS YOU BROUGHT CRISPY CREME?!"

I snatch the white box out of his hand and am disappointed to find one, half eaten glazed donut in the box.

"Bro what the fuck I thought you loved me"

"A mans gotta eat"

"Oh, right, i forgot that meant I had to starve"

He rolls his eyes and turns around to go get something to change into, "Not necessarily, and don't be so over dramatic hOe I know you ate my pizza"

I scoff, "but that was like 2 days old and it wasn't even from dominos"

"Yeah what's your point"

"Whatever bitch, I'll punch u if u touch me tonight"

"Nah you'll moan"

My face FlUsHeS like a toilet and turns CriMpsOn red. "Yea sure"

He turns around to face me and sighs, "every other couple is so normal"

I snort
I snorted.
I keep snorting.

"Did you just..."

"No..."

He cringes while looking at me and walks towards the door in a rush, "yer ok.."

"I'll shove a toaster up you arse if you tell anyone"

He turns around quickly and starts winding up his middle finger up, then laughing, and running away like the pussy he is.

|i gave up half way, give me a while to get emotional and want to start writing again|

|holy shit I'm ready|

J,jk POV:

A few hours later I'm glaring at her.

Yelling at her.

She had the audacity to prank me?!
Tell me she was going to break up with me?
That's so fucking low and even she knows I wouldn't get to that level.

She keeps telling me that last time I pranked her, I made her cry. Technically she's not even lying because she did cry, but she's making it sound like a big deal.

It wasn't even a prank, all I said was, "Hi hoe"
And apparently that's "her thing".

I shut my mouth because I knew, and know that she can beat me up, even if she loves me, she's not fucking afraid, and I can say that off of experience.

So when I shut my mouth and decide not to push any buttons on her, she call me a pussy.
Well would I rather get beat up? No.

SO SIT TF DOWN HOE.

"HOE HOE HOE HOE HOE HOE HOE HOE HOE HOE HOE HOE HOE HOE HOE HOE HOE."

Hah gEt rekt BiOtCH!

But I said that all inside my head because I know she'll hit me if I say it to her.

"Y/n, that's not fair"

"What's not fair biotch" she rolls her eyes and waits for me to respond

I shake my head, "you know what, maybe.."

I continue

"Maybe we should break up"

I'm gonna make her regret pranking me, of course, by playing her own game.

Y/n POV:

"Maybe we should break up"

"Oh"

He stares at me and waits for me to continue or show some sort of emotion.

"Oh? Is that really all you have to say? Is that really how fucking much this relationship means to you" he sounds disappointed

He stares down at his hands and fiddles with them due to the awkward silence filling the room.

J.jk POV:

A choked sob.

That's all I hear before I know I should stop.
But I don't need to. 

She went far enough to start packing her things so I'll go even further.

It starts getting boring so I decide to spit out some words, but I don't think I realised the impact they could have had on her. "I thought I loved you, but after how far you went today I can realise why your dad and everyone else in your life left you.

"What...?"

Silence

"Jeonguuk, your lying right..?"

I hesitantly shake my head in disapproval and stand up.

"I'm leaving, burn my clothes, I'm not taking them since you've touched them, and why would I want the scent of slut on my clothes" I say coldly.

Y/ns POV:

Streams of tears run down my face after realising what just happened.

The sound of the car driving off was burned into my soul.

He'll come back right?
He won't ACTUALLY leave me right?

The last time I was asking these questions my dad didn't do exactly that.

It was just a prank. Why did I feel the need to drag it on that far.

This is all my fault.

This is why everyone leaves me.

I don't deserve love.

Actually, I don't deserve anything.

Jeonguuks right, maybe I'm really not worth living.

My entire existence is a burden on each and every single person I've ever met.

"Maybe I should just-" I hiss at the sharp pain the knife gives me.

I'm going to do it.
I need to do it.

Slit.

    |~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~|

"Baby?!"

"Baby?'!"

"I'm back from work"

Shit it was just a dream.

I smile so lovingly at him even  weirded out.
"Well your happy"
Jesus Christ I love him so much.

I know he would never do something like that to me.

"OH MY 10 HOLY LORDS YOU BROUGHT CRISY CREME?!"

I snatch the white box out of his hand and am disappointed to find one, half eaten glazed donut in the box.

"Bro what the fuck I thought you loved me"

"A mans gotta eat"

"Oh, I forgot that meant I had to starve"