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As the day goes by .. We back to normal . Our bonding , our laughters as if this is the first time we changing msgs . We are enjoying our conversation . Actually , I had see him , my cousin Luhan is Xiumin's bestfriend . My cousin is the mastermind . He set us up . Kaya naging texxmate kami .

Luhan has picture of Xiumin when he was 1st year . They always shoot a photo for remembrance . Undoubtedly , he's very handsome in the picture . HOW MUCH IN PERSON , RIGHT ? Baka bumaba pa si Zeus kasi nabackdoor sya sa kagwapohan ni Xiumin , AMEN !

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-- ONE NIGHT --

Today's the 6 days of the week . And tomorrow's gonna be my deadly day to tell him .

MY FUCKING CONDITION

He called me and he said :

"Can we meey up ? I want to see you" My eyes become like this O.O Is he serious ?

FLOOR BUMUKA KA , KUNIN MO NA AKO . PLEASE ?!

I sighed before i speak ..

"I dont think I can make it . I have this condition that -- Oh Xiumin .. Please , oh .. I have something to tell you "

"What condition are you talking about ? What do you mean ? I am confused ! Sohee , Let me tell you something first . Di ko na to kayang itago . I LOV--" Before he finish the word , i inserted ..

"I'm sorry Xiumin if i didn't tell you earlier . I am afraid you'll know the truth you'll stay away from me . And try to shut me out . I'm sorry ." i burst out of cry .this time i could sense. Things got increasingly worse between the two of us

"Don't make me curious and confused , Sohee . Say it directly ! What condition are you talking ? Are you dying ? I just really need to see you . I'm falling for you , Sohee . Everytime you replies to my msgs my heart jumps in happiness . And i know your cousin setted us up . I know now ."

"Xiumin sorry . Luhan knows about it . He also know that i'm suffering . I plead him not to tell you about my condition . I'm afraid . I wanted to tell you myself tah I'm suffering . I have cerebral palsy .. I can't walk .."

--TOOOOOOTTOOOOOTTTT --

He hung up his phone . My tears fell from my eyes and rolling to my cheeks . I know from the start that he wouldn't accept me . CONFIRMED ! This is my fault . Maybe he just adjusting or maybe he was shocked . Pero sino ba pinagloloko ko . I betrayed him but i'm scared to lose him . He's important for me .