-In this chapter could be used strong language-
Y/N's POV
He kissed me. And I kissed him back.
The kiss was slow and lovingly.
But before he knew it I pulled away.
"This is wrong", I whispered against his lips and he rested his forehead against mine.
"What about Jungkook?" I asked.
"There's nothing to worry about. He doesn't remember you." He answered.
"It's still wrong" I tried to back away, but he held me on place by wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me closer.
"No, it's not. Stop telling yourself that this is wrong, Y/N" He said - "But it is!" I got a bit louder.
"What if Jungkook is in front of the door and is listening to our conversation?" I asked him, whispering again.
"No. He won't" He wanted to convince me to stop worrying.
"What if I love him? And not you.." I asked with hesitation.
"Well.. Do you?" He asked. I could hear the disappointment and sadness in his voice.
"I-I don't know" I said but before I knew it, he pressed his lips against mine, again. But this time, it was a bit rougher.
I gave in and I wanted more.
He pulled back. "Fuck, Y/N. What are you doing to me?" He whispered.
"It's wrong. You should leave. Like in the past." I was scared of his reaction.
"Last time I checked, you were the one leaving" He chuckled.
"Last time I checked, you were the one making me leave." I stated and played with the hem of his shirt.
"Last time I checked, you didn't say, that you love me back." He whispered. My heart stopped.
"Okay, well.. Last time I checked, you broke my heart by cheating on me with my best friend." I smiled coldly.
"Y/N, c'mon." He slowly kissed my neck.
"What" I almost gave in and fell for him once again. But no. Y/N, be strong.
[FLASHBACK to the day he cheated]
I just arrived home early with some fast food when I saw a pair of shoes which did not belong to me.
Wait.
Jinsoo?!
Okay, what the fuck is going on?
I walked into the kitchen and put the food on the kitchen counter as well as my phone and my keys.
I then walked upstairs to my bedroom which I share with my boyfriend of 3 years.
"Taehyung-ah, when is she coming back- Taehyung~" I heard Jinsoo's voice moan out. (Lol sorry I don't know how to write stuff like that)
What the fuck?!
I put my ear on the door to listen closely. "Don't worry, baby. She won't be home anytime soon. We can have much fun. Ah fuck" He breathed out heavily.
I barged into the room with anger flowing trough my body.
"What the actual fuck?!" I shouted as I saw my best friend and my fucking boyfriend in the same bed and NAKED.
"Are you fucking kidding me?" I asked, crossing my arms and chuckling bitterly.
"Y/N, baby! It's not what it looks like-" I cut him off "Don't you fucking dare to tell me that 'it's not what it looks like'! It is what it looks like, and you and me know that. As well as you, fucking piece of shit. How could I be friends with you?" I said.
"I'm so proud of you. You both didn't get caught. Well.. Actually I already thought it's suspicious how you both were distancing from me. But now, you can be happy and fuck as much as you want. I won't be in your way anymore." I said and started to pack my things in my luggage that I took out from my walk-in closet.
"Baby, please don't leave" Taehyung said as he hugged me.
"Don't fucking touch me with your filthy hands" I said and pushed him away from me.
I quickly packed my things and left the house with my food.
[END OF FLASHBACK]
"Sweet of you to cheat on your girlfriend isn't it?" I asked.
"You won't crawl back to you, Taehyung"
"Y/N, please." He mumbled against my neck and slowly sucked on my sweet spot. While he sucked on my neck, he roamed his hands every part if my body could. And I enjoyed it.
He still knew my weaknesses.
I tried to not let out my moan that was begging to get out.
But I couldn't hold it in any longer, so I moaned but slapped my hand over my mouth as soon as I could.
"Like it, huh?" He smirked.
"Shut up" I said and pushed him against a wall and pressed my body against his.
And because I'm such a tease, I put my knee between his legs, and this time he enjoyed it.
"You're dare teasing me?" He said, breathing heavily.
"Yup." I said and kissed his jaw along. I somehow need to distract him so I can rush out of here. Even though, I missed him, Jungkook is still waiting for me. What if I fall in love with Jungkook?
I was not thinking, but now, I find myself kissing my ex-boyfriend in my bathroom, which is in a house of the 'boss' of my ex-boyfriend. Wow. Amazing.
He was distracted, I took this as an opportunity to rush out of here.
Luckily, I succeed.
But bad luck never lets go.
"You didn't think that you could run away, did you?"
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