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Part 3 (Rule no. 1)

[ON OUR WAY]
I'm not saying anything. This feels crazy. I'm still thinking about what i've heard earlier. It flashes back again.

["I didn't told her to! She's not my type Tae. I told you i can't like her]

"Hey..." he broke the silence. I looked at him. "Are you okay?" He asked. "Yeah. Well you? I thought you don't feel well?" I asked him back. "Y-yeah." He whispered.

How could he lie to me?

"Anyway, you wanna know what jimin just told me?" He asked with an excited tone. What is this? He'll keep telling me lies? "W-what?" I asked him.

"He told me that you really looked beautiful. You know what? I think he'll like you soon." He said and pinched my cheeks.

My tears started falling as i look at him. He was stopped when he noticed me. "K-keya?" He whispered wiping my tears. I pushed his hand away from me.

"Don't touch me..." i whispered.

"W-what? Key.. what's th-" i stopped him. "Just don't touch me!" I shouted. He was stopped. "I wanna go home." I said without looking at him. He started driving again. I'm just crying. I remembered something.

[Flashback]

"Rule number 1, no-" he cutted me. "No telling lies" he said. I smiled at him. "Now? Can i sleep again?" He asked with hopefull eyes. I smiled then i tapped my lap that means he can sleep again.

[End of flashback]

I wiped my tears. He forgot our Rule number 1.

I hate him.

•Taehyung's POV•

[Flashback]

"Happy birthday." I tapped his shoulder. "Thank you. Here." Then he gave me a bottle of beer.

"Hey. She's coming and made herself beautiful for you tonight." I seriously said. "Come on Tae. Keya is really beautiful." He said.

"I know. She's doing everything for you. For you to like her. You don't know what and how she feels about you." I looked at him.

"I know what she feels, of course, we're the same. I'm also doing everything for someone to like me." He started drinking.

"So it's still Mags" i whispered.

"Always Mags." He responded.

I sighed. "Why not Keya? Come on Jimin, she's smart, beautiful, she got everything!" I shouted. "We always fight about her Taehyung." He said. "I just want her to be with you!" I shouted again.

"Then why don't you! Besides, you're always there for her." He shouted back. I bit my lips.

He walked to me. "I'm sorry Tae. Mags coming tonight." He said while tapping my shoulder. "Then i'll drive her home." I tapped his shoulder too. "Can you please tell her that she really look great tonight?" I requested. He smiled and nodded.

[End of flashback]

"But why is she like that?" I whispered. "I- i can't let her cry the whole night." I said then i stood up and took my jacket. I started walking.

The moment i reached her house, i saw her outside. "Keya..." i whispered. She's still crying. "What are you doing here?" She asked wiping her tears.

"Let's talk." I said. She just walked inside her house. I followed her. "Please..." i said.

She faced me. "For what? For me to believe with all your lies?" She asked. "H-how did y-" she stopped me. "I heard everything! I've heard everything Taehyung!" She shouted crying. "Keya... keya..  i'm so-" she stopped me from walking to her.

"Rule number 1..." she whispered. I slowly looked up to her. A tear fell from my eye.

"Keya look, i- i don't m-" she stopped me again and started shouting. "Why?! Why?! Taehyung! Why did you do that?! Why did you lie to me!?! Why didn't you just told me the truth!? Why?!?!" She shouted tapping my chest. I'm just looking at her. She can't stop crying.

"Keya.. i'm sorry..." i held her hands. She slowly resisted her hands from mine. She looked down and wiped her tears. "Do you have any idea h-how much this hurts me?" She looked up to me. I wiped my tears. "Please... just let me explain..." i said.

"No. Everything's clear now Taehyung. Maybe you're right. I'm so hopeless and desperate." She whispered. "Now, you listen to me. I don't want to see your face anymore." She said looking straightly into my eyes. "Keya... n-no." I said then i walked to her. "Should i say it again?" She asked. I hugged her from her back and cry. "N-no no. Keya. No please.. i- i can explain. I'll make things right please... Keya... i'm sorry please..." i cried. She faced me and slapped me. I was stopped. I realized everything i did. Why did i let this all happen? I looked at her. "I- I- i just love you so much..." my tears keep on falling.

She sat on the floor and covered her face with his hands. "Just go." She whispered. I looked down and slowly walked away.

I didn't noticed that i was not doing the right way to protect her. All this time, i thought forcing Jimin to like her and lie, will protect her. But i didn't know that'll hurt her. Now, she doesn't want to see me anymore. What should i do? I can't lose her. She's been my life. My only love. I only have her in this world.