Entry 5

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by Dc-Ray

by Dc-Ray

10/28/14 11:00

It has been a while since I last sat down and REALLY typed from deep down in my esophagus, er heart. Last night I left Kayla a skype video message. When she watched it this morning, she said she teared up. I smiled at that, the fact that the useless English words that I put together in such a particular way, that the person I dream about every day felt such joy she began to cry. I guess I just have a hard time grasping how AMAZING that is. But sometimes there are some things that I just can’t fix. So here is an example for some ladies that are wondering what I’m talking about. OK, so if I text you “what’s wrong dear?”

And the reply is; “nothing…”

Then I would say “well, wanna talk about it?”

“no..”

“love you!”

“..Love you too…”

THERE, RIGHT THERE! Do you see it? Ladies, when you reply with so many dots before AND after you say I love you, there is NOTHING we can say to make you feel better. Our thought after that is pretty much just; “well shit… I guess I just have to wait” but if we wait, you get mad for us not talking, but if we talk, we say the wrong thing and then you are mad. We don’t really get a break from this situation, it happens a lot. But your man loves you NO MATTER WHAT you put him through, well, if he ACTUALLY loves you he will.

That’s all for now, tchuss tchuss.