Endless Hero

Chapter 8

Chapter 8
I slammed the door from my room shot and locked it. My blood was boiling and my tears wouldn’t stop falling.
I couldn’t believe him. The kiss that we shared had passion and need. His lips told me that he waned me, so…why would he care if his stupid image were to be ruined by just a kiss we shared?

I laid on my bed, cuddling my pillow while I cried my heart out. Maybe his brain got rotten by Nikki. He spends and calls Nikki so much that maybe Nikki managed to poison his brain with so many bullshit. Maybe they are even fuck buddies. I can’t believe that the Harry I knew, the sweet, kind, helping Harry I knew turned in to a dreadful person.
As I cry myself to sleep I couldn’t help but let the evil thoughts linger around my brain, take control of my emotions and body. They made me do it again, I wish I could stop the icy blade from traveling my soft skin, but I’m addicted to this sensation, to this comfort, to this way of healing my emotional scars. I carved the word sorry on my hip, because the evil voices repeat the words Harry told me. “A moth to get used to the new life style and a year to get in to my mind that you weren’t coming back.” I made him suffer so much. I made him go through things that I was spouse to help him get through. I was a horrible best friend. I shouldn’t have left him.

Four month passed with me avoiding everyone, with me spending the time in school all alone, and on the weekends spending it in the house reading books and redecorating my room.
Now that I’m out of Harry’s life, Nikki hasn’t bothered me and she seems seemingly happy now. Harry on the other hand is always calling me and texting me to call him that we need to talk, that he didn’t mean to hurt me.
I kept my promise to Nikki, but I’m also avoiding him because I don’t want to get hurt, I don’t want my poor heart to suffer more.
My stepdad has changed. He hasn’t left and come to the house drunk like he usually does. He brings flowers to my mom and gives me money. In Christmas I went to my stepfather’s mom’s house. It was wonderful and cozy, much like Harry’s house.

I looked out the window to see many colorful fireworks popping in the sky. “Happy New Year’s.” I whispered to myself. My phone rang and it was a text.

Happy New Year’s Leisha.
Hope this year we can start all over again.
Can you at least forgive me, call me, I miss you
and I want to hear your sweet voice L
From: Harry

I threw my phone to the bed already feeling the guilt eat me from the inside out. My heart screamed for Harry’s voice to be heard, for his simple touch, for everything that was him, but my mind kept playing games with me. My mind would say. “I know what will happen if I reconciler with him. Nikki will torment me until the school year is over, in fact, until she finds my body lifeless in a coffin and Harry would just strike my heart again.”
I grabbed the picture that was facing my bed and lifted it up to see Harry and I so happy, so us.
My phone rang again and it was a text.

Happy New Year’s Leisha.
Leisha pleas answer me I’m worried.
You don’t even need to call me just text me saying ok.
Leisah please you’ve been avoiding everyone, I miss you, we
all miss you :,(
From: Rosy

I deleted the text and put my phone on the cabinet. It rang again and I saw all of the text saying Happy New Year’s and that I miss you. I deleted it all and turned off my phone not wanting to read the lies that they were writing to me. I jumped on my bed and turned around to look at the purple celling. I put my right hand on my forehead and sighed. I shut my eyes closed and before I knew it I drifted off to sleep.
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I felt the edge of the mattress sink down. “Get out mom.” I said tiredly. The edge of the mattress went in to its normal position and I relaxed. I felt a familiar hand wrap itself on my waist and I opened my eyes wide. “Wake up sleepy head, we are going to the beach.” He said lifting me up throwing me on his shoulder with the blanket that was tangled on me. “Let me go Harry, I’m not going anywhere with you.” I said punching his shoulder. “Sorry Leisha but today you’re getting out of the house.” He said opening the drawer and taking out a bikini I’ve nerve used before. “MOM!” “Your mom said yes.” “I’m not going anywhere.” He pushed the front door open and got me out of the house. “Harry please I’m begging you.” “Too late.” He closed the door from his car and I knew there was no way that the door would open.

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Hey I know its short and I took so ong but belive me I tried on wrtting it longer and nothing came up to my mind. Thank you for reading the story really. LOve you guys