2~Wish [MeanPlan]

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In the recording studio, Noh sat at a corner practicing the tunes for the short song he wrote. He just wanted to immerse himself in his music and not let anything bother him.

A while ago a Facebook notification had popped on his screen and when he viewed it, there was a photo of Phun and a guy who he recognized as Son’s boyfriend having a drink in a café shop.

No, he wasn’t pissed; he was totally frustrated at this point. Just when he thought, things between him and Phun was about to be better.

Phun still had that spare time to not only have drinks with other people but take photos with them.

What a hypocrite!

Noh struck the chords on the guitar with passion and emotion, the sweet memories of the past came flooding back. He wondered if this was the end for him. Will he ever find anyone like Phun. Well, of course he can. He can meet any one and fall in love again.

He struck the last tune on the guitar and paused for a moment. He stared into thin air and took a deep breath. Just then he heard someone clap in the background. He turned to the direction and saw Phun standing by the door side. There was a lingering smile on his face.

“That was a beautiful song,” he said as he made his way into the studio. Noh wasn't too thrilled to see him. He ignored him. He wasn’t sure about his feelings right now. His mind was blank and he needed to be alone. He quickly replaced the guitar in its case and hung it over shoulders and faced his soon to be ex.

“What are you doing here?” He asked, his face wrinkling with annoyance.

“To see you Noh.”

Noh shook his head in the negative and headed for the door. When Phun tried to grap Noh’s arm in order to stop him, Noh flung his hand off and hurriedly left the building. He quickly got into a taxi and left the area.

Phun watched him leave. He wasn’t too surprised to see Noh acting this way. All the blame goes back to him, no doubt. But he was ready to make up. No matter what it would cost. He knew where to find his lover.

Noh stopped at the middle of the road. He wanted to take a walk and kill time just a bit. So when he got home he moght just go straight to bed.

Just then he heard a car honked behind him. He stopped and turned around. Parking beside the road, the occupant of the car came out and to his surprise it was Phun.

Really Phun? Aren’t you busy tonight?

Noh thought to himself.

Watching Phun walk elegantly towards him almost broke Noh but he maintained his cool. There was no turning back on this. So far this relationship has only brought him pain. He could imagine what Wish was experiencing too. It seemed they were in a similar situation.

“Why are you following me?” Noh flared up, his round eyes glaring intensely at the young man standing before him.

“I am not following-“

“You came for what then?”

“To find you.”

“Its late, don’t you have something to do now or someone to meet?” Noh asked sarcastically.

Phun sighed. He didn't want this to happen. He never really meant to hurt Noh, but how will he explain.

“P’Knomjin called. I have been busy with promoting her new video with Wish and Two. Its just been a busy week."

“Busy week?’ Noh cocked an eyebrow at Phun. “But you still have time to have a drink and take photos with some guy.”

“No, I didn’t...”

“What? You want to deny it?”

After thinking it through, Phun decided to say the truth.
“Pin wanted some advice," he said. "that was why he came to me. I couldn’t send him away.”

“You always send me away," Noh cut in. "...whenever I came to you in my free time. I was always the one searching and yearning for you. But what do I get, you are always busy.”

Phun tried to hide his face and not look at Noh in the eye. Noh was right and he was sorry.

“Stop coming to find me, Phun," Noh pressed on. "I will rather we go our separate ways.”

Phun twitched his jaw when he heard the last sentence. “This is not a reason... to go separate ways,” he said calmly.

“A reason?” Noh cut in. “You have a booming career now. Now you work with popular artists. Maybe you can go abroad and meet more celebrities. You will be more busy. Will you even have time for me then?”

Phun heaved deepily. It seems Noh had already made up his mind. He had to be careful not to provoke him even further.

“Can we focus on the present, you can not say what will happen in the future, and I will not act that way towards you.”

“I don’t want to be worried about you every time, I am getting too tired. I wonder if you think about me at all. I think its better we break up today.”

Phun wiped a drop of tear that had trickled down his cheeks.
“You are saying difficult things...”

“Yeah, there will be someone who will be better than me.”

“I can not go searching for anyone when I have you. No one can be better than you.”

“But...”

Phun quickly grasped his lover’s arm and pulled him to a full hug.

Noh remained motionless as he tried to grasp what just happened. He felt Phun bury his face in his neck and he felt warmth radiate through his body immediately.

Noh inhaled the bodily scent and it reminded him of the intimate times he spent with Phun. He just realised how much he had missed this guy.

“I don’t want anyone else. It is you I want.” Phun whispered.

Noh released himself and stared at Phun for a while. He looked at his hands and saw that Phun was still holding onto him.

"What does it mean?"

"Anything you want me to do for you, just tell me and I will do it, Its a promise." Phun smiled.

Noh felt a blush creep up his angelic face when he heard that. He never seen Phun say something so serious about anything before. He was speechless.

Phun grazed his fingers on Noh's face. "You look tired. Let me take you home. Noh."

Noh nodded gently. Both men got back into the car and Phun drove off in a different direction. He missed his lover, and he had been starving from intimacy for too long.

Aye people, thanks for waiting and reading this little story of mine. Just a little info... I'm not a fan of super long books, so my story will be ending soon. Maybe two or three chapters more. So till then, It's been fun writing too. Thank you!