Poems and Sh*t

I shouldn't Feel Like This

*Btw this is about some guy that goes to my school and a lot of the poems I write are about guys I like of things I've been through. So yea, enjoy!

This feeling

The butterflies

The soft little touches

The glances

It feels wrong

But I love it

I like you

No I hate you

I should hate you

You joke around about things that aren't funny

You don't listen when people talk

But I still find you in my mind

I find your image there

Distracting me

At times you are all I can think about

The people you surround yourself with disgust me

But you

Your smile makes my heart melt

And your glances weaken me

Somehow you made your way into my mind

And we all know that's the way to my heart

The small things are what make it

Like the way you move your hair from your face

Or how you bite your lip when you think

Or the times when you get so confused because you weren't paying attention

You glance at me with little puppy dog eyes

Because you know I was paying attention

Or when you ask me obvious questions

Because you think I'm smart so I must know the answer

I know I shouldn't like it when I see you look at me in the corner of my eye

I know I shouldn't think about you half as long as I do

I know I shouldn't like it

But I do

I love it

I love the way it feels

Maybe I'm just desperate

Liking you was never my plan

But I can't help it

I love the side glances

I love how I feel when I accidentally brush past you

I love how you purposely get my attention and play it off like an accident

I love how you laugh when I do just cause I thought it was funny

And we both know you wouldn't normally laugh

But cause I laughed you laughed

I know I shouldn't feel like this

But maybe that's why I love it