do you know what it's like to lose you?
it's that rush of shock and instant pain.
the feeling when a doctor says they did everything they could.
it's all the thoughts of what i should of said and could have said but never will.
people will say it's wrong to compare it to a death of a loved one but that's what it feels like.
it kills you from the inside. it's like your heart stops and you forgot how to breathe.
just because you're not dead doesn't mean you're not gone.
