I'm the heroine and... Why can't the villainess be my wife?

1. Unhappy housewife

You're Franz Shelbert. You're raven-haired, tan skin, blue-eyed and a housewife.

You're also pretty unhappy.

Living as a housewife may sound not so bad for other women. Having a lovely husband, taking care of the chores like a good housewife you are and cooking delicious stuff for your husband. Its not so bad, right?

See, that's the problem.

"Husband".

You're not particularly interested in "husbands" or per-say, men.
You're gay, basically.

How did it all come to this? Its all thanks to parents' and friends' expectations. The pressure you get when those hopeful and beaming eyes of your family and friends when they thought you were dating this one guy from your work because you just happened to have lunch with him every day.
And when he suddenly asks you out in front of them, everyone was so happy and so delightful.

Would they even show these faces if you had said that you are only interested in women?

Of course, not.

Its not like they've ever thought about you being a homosexual. You've only dated men in the past but all those times felt empty when it comes to romance. Because honestly? Nothing compares to when your best friend holds your hand and kisses you on the cheeks on random occasions when you are only just an innocent teenager, confused as to why your heartbeat fastened when a girl does it but not boys.

But she's married, like you. And she too, cheered you on, on this relationship with a man that you don't even want to be apart in.

Its because of your inability to even say what you feel and say no that you had led yourself this saddening life of being in the closet for maybe forever.

To cope with this, you read, watch and play super-erotic and super-romantic lesbian novels, porns, games and even worse- fanfictions.

You're a middle-aged woman living her fantasy through fictions.
Is it sad? Is it depressing? You don't know but its all you have and you're gonna deal with it.

Though...

One day, you saw a truck, driving in full speed on the main road and you saw a young girl in a high school uniform nearing her death on the very moment she walked on the crossroad.

Its as if.. Like an opening to a manga. Well going-to-another-world manga. Or reincarnation manga, perhaps?
Well, nevermind that, a girl's about to die, what are you even thinking about!!

And so, a middle-aged woman pushed the young high school girl from the truck only to meet with overbearing pain and a sense of regret that she lived her life through faking herself and faking the love she have for men.

If only, this death would be wish-fulfilling as those novels you read.

.

"Harleen. Harleen, dear..
This is your first time in a banquet so please focus and don't stare into nothing. Behave, alright?"

What.
First of all, this place seems too expensive.
Second of all, what is this place.
Third of all, you DIED, WHAT ARE YOU EVEN DOING HERE.

Wait. Hold up.
Those flags. Those... Guys. Those royalties.

Oh.................. NO.

This is that shitty otome game that your friend always forced you to play despite it having the trashiest plots, characters, the most ANNOYING protagonist in the entire history of protagonist, boring capture targets and worse of all,

THOSE CAPTURE TARGETS ARE HOT YOUNG MEN THAT YOU HAVE NO INTERESTS IN!!