Will you be there when I bleed?
Will you be there when I cry?
I can't live without you...
My forever and hope would be gone if you were not here...
All I would know is that every scar would mean eveytime I would miss you, but....
I would be covered all over of cuts
I never thought much about anything when it came to love. It didn't matter because my love will never come or ever save me from the state im in, and if they did I would mess it up.
Im Ally Benwell and I live in a small town called Sydney, Australia and is very interesting to be here because everyone knows eachother and always make new friends. Theres a store called "Wonders" and it always has my favourite music and books.
I go to a high school named Baley High and let's say im in the lower region near the unpopular people are. Im always the one who gets hurt or beaten. All I could do was cry to myself.
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"Hey Ally get ready for school!" my mom was downstairs making the coffee that she loved every morning as I ran down and grabbed my breakfast "thanks mom,"
I put my hand under my right leg between the hard wooden seat and my leg to feel a warmth in my hand, but it was a huge habit for me to do that because it is always freezing in the morning.
Once I finished my cereal I grabbed my white knitted sweater and my backpack "mom im gonna go love you!" I yelled as I walked out the house. Today was cloudy and gray with no sound of birds as I walked by myself; to the sound of my boots clacking and my pants flexing.
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I opened the door to my math class as I set my books down "oh look at Ms.Loser.." that is Weston Kendall the captain of the football team. He bullys me everyday and his girlfriend is the team captain of cheer they alway bully me with there friend's.
"Loser go take your cloths off and fuck some guy!" Weston laughed as he had his three other friends behind him, but right before he said another word he was cut off by the bell.
We took a seat as Weston mouthed a "your dead after class" and I soon felt worried and put my sweater to my neck and coverd my shoulder with my hand.
+ 1 Hour Later +
I heard the bell and ran as fast I could to my locker since it was the lunch bell, but all I could think about was "your dead after class" as it repeated in my head. I ran off in the empty hallway until I saw one of the jocks that Weston hung out with so I turned to the other way and saw another jock.
When I had no where to go I sae Weston pop out as I backed up and hit a locker. Weston and the two other guys popped behind him and I felt tears starting to form "please don't hurt me.." I weakly said as Weston grabbed the collar of my shirt "your to beautiful way more beautiful then my girlfriend," he chuckled loudly.
"W-what?" I strutted as he kissed my neck "you heard me!" he yelled as I tried to push him back "let me g-" I was cut off my one of the jocks covering my mouth as Weston unbuttoned my shirt. I muffled a scream in the hand covering my mouth.
I felt my hot tears run down until the pressure on my body stopped. I saw Weston on the floor as a tall guy with back wavy hair, brown eyes, cheeks that were sharp that it could cut through meet and a Indian tattoo and about 6'1 "HOW DARE YOU DO THAT TO A LADY!" yelled the tall guy.
Im Olivia im righting this story and I hope you like it love you xoxo btw YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING IF U READ THIS
