she begins to walk towards me, taking long strides. my heart starts beating out of my chest.
laura notices what's happening and quickly begins to drag me away. before i know it we were speed walking towards our class.
"i don't know what happened, i just froze laura" i say disappointed in myself.
"listen, you don't need to be afraid of her. i know you think you do because of past experiences but she nor april can do anything to you. you are strong and unstoppable, do you hear me?" she looks at me with a eyebrow raised
i just nod my head at her, knowing she's right.
we make it to history and sit wherever we want. laura left to use the bathroom so i'm stuck here just looking at everyone who walks in. i recognize everyone who walks by, sometimes a memory of them would pop up when i first glanced at them. it seems like know one has really recognized me though, i mean surely i haven't changed too much.
eighth grade i had braces and i sometimes wore glasses but not a lot. i was kind of flat in both ways but i was okay with it. the past few years though i got pretty darn thick if i do say so, i somewhat got boobs but i never really wanted them in the first place. what i'm saying is if i look in the mirror i am still proud of the way i look and the progress i've made to become a beautiful young lady.
class is about to start and laura was just now walking through the door along with a tall guy with his head down. damn, nice build.
i look around to see where he is going to sit when i notice the only seat left is by me. oh crap, holy lord, i'm sweating.
i look down, hoping he's in the wrong class or something. suddenly i hear someone slide into the chair next to me. dang, he smells like heaven. i turn to look at him but he's digging in his bag.
he quickly turns his head and i look away as fast as i can
"hey, do you have a pencil?" he says to me while looking forward and barely glancing at me.
"uh ye-yeah, hold on" i turn to get into my bag, the whole time wondering if i know him or not. he looks so familiar but i can't put my finger on him.
i turn back quickly and our faces are inches apart. i blush.
"here" i say as i back myself up a little.
he looks me up and down with a the same look i had when i was faced the other way. does he know me? we look at each other for like 5 more seconds then all the sudden his face lights up with recognition then confusion. he opens his mouth as if to say something but then turns away and gets on his phone.
he does know me.
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class was boring and seemed to drag on. mystery dude never said anything else to me but i could feel him staring the whole entire time. not gonna lie it felt good to have some good looking guy pay attention to me. all the guys at my last school wear scary looking and potheads. so i was definitely okay with him.
the bell rings dismissing us. i get up to leave when someone grabs my arm. i turn around sharply to be face to face with that same dude again
"here's your pencil back" he says while checking me out. my heart begins to flutter.
"oh no just keep it, you have more classes" i say looking down at his hand that has yet to leave my arm.
he grins and slides his hand to my back seductively.
"thanks cameo" he says while looking back at my face, knowing he caught me of guard by saying my name.
"you know me?" i say as i back up to get his hand off me. trust me, it felt good but i just had a nervous feeling.
he chuckles and begins to walk off. i quickly grab his shirt collar. out of nowhere i got a flashback of two boys.
~eighth grade~
i sit in science, trying to stay awake as i listen to the teacher, when i here whispers and snickers behind me. i try to ignore it but my curiosity got the best of me. i turned around to find the single two most annoying jerks in the school looking at me with wide grins and red faces.
"what?" i said to them with attitude. all they do is clear their throats obnoxiously and look down. i followed there gaze which took me to my butt.
oh no
i started my period
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