Monday :
" I've been so stressed , please make me feel less " i sang into the mic . " that was good aïshã but I know you've got more than this , put some Real emotion in it " Rita said .I really don't know how to express my feelings , I fell like I've always had a problem with showing my real emotion . Because I don't want people to hurt them , like certain people already did..." but I can't" was all I said . She looked at me and thought for a sec " just think about the people you love and care . The moments when you where super happy" I thought a bit about it and gave her a sign that I was ready and closed my eyes " l've been so stressed , please make me feel less " I opened my eyes " we've got it " Rita yelled happy making everybody do the same . " I knew you had more " Rita winked at me .
" hey bestie " Edwin said letting me in " hey best friend " I said back giving him a hug . " yo Edwin who's that ? " Brandon asked looking at me " that's aïshã my best friend " he said hugging me from behind , making me laugh " coo so I'm Brandon " he said . I don't know why I did that , but I just walked over and hugged him and said " I know " he looked down at me and then at Edwin " I think I'm about to steal your best friend and make her to my best friend " " no wayy" Edwin said crossing his arm " we can all be best friends " I said looking at both . " I guess " they said at the same time . " so what are we doing ? " " I was about to give Brandon a new tattoo " " I wanna see " I said getting exited " let's do this " .
As Edwin was giving Brandon a new tattoo which looked pretty good , I met Nick and Austin . " aïshã you want one " Edwin asked . To be honest I always wanted a tattoo but my parents didn't agreed with the idea of me having a tattoo . But since I'm 18 and a half I think I'm grown enough to decide if I want one or not . " Yes " i answered him " do you have any ideas ? " I looked over my camera roll finding many pictures of tattoos , showing him the one I want . " I'm gonna try " he said looking at the picture " where do you wanna have it ? " he asked getting ready " I want it on my leg " I got a little bit scared at the thought having a 20 year old Edwin doing a tattoo on my leg . " you'll be fine , believe me I've been through it . And I'm still alive with a tattoo which looks good " Nick told me ...
" Edwin I'm hungry " i said entering the kitchen looking for him . As I turned around to go back into the garage , I bumped into someone . " sorry " " it's fine , but who are you ? " he asked stepping back to take a good look at me " I'm Edwin's friend aïshã " I told him not really wanted to talk to him , cause he had that kinda vibe...that fuck boy vibe . " I'm Zion " he said . Not gonna lie he's fine but , I can't deal with someone who's like that . I've been there and definitely don't wanna go back there . " ok I'm going to look for Edwin " I said rushing out of that kitchen , making him look at me weirdly .Zion :
" Edwin you didn't told me your friend was here " I said turning to him while we were all sitting in the living room and just chilling . " and I wasn't about to" he said not even looking up from his phone "why , what did I do ? " I asked making everybody look at me with That 'are you serious ' face . " Zion you wouldn't be good for her " Nick said . " what do you mean , I didn't even do anything . I just wanted to know why everybody got introduced to her except for me ? " I asked kinda feeling offended . They make me sound like a bad guy .
" Zion I'm not tryna say your a fuck boy ,..but you kinda are a fuck boy and you are also the main reason why we don't have many female friends " Brandon said " I looked around " Austin tell them that I'm not a fuck boy and i am not the reason that we don't have many female friends " I said hoping he would convince every one that I'm not like that . Austin looked at me while everybody looked at him , waiting for him to answer " so first of all , i wanna say that i love you bro . But it's true . You're always trying to get in their panties . Even today bro " I was kinda shocked at his statement " so being nice makes me a fuck boy now ?" I asked getting slightly annoyed . " asking if she has a boyfriend and constantly flirting with her , is a little bit to nice " Edwin said now paying attention to me . I can't help myself she looks cute and hot at the same time , who would not flirt with her ? " just don't do stuff like that again , and leave her alone . She is really cool and I wanna keep her as a friend . Not as some one who's going to hate us because of you " he added . " and what if I really want her ? " I asked . They looked at each other breaking in laughter . " Zion sorry but you can't keep a relationship . And that's a fact " Brandon said . Ok now I feel offended ...but it's low key true ...Poor Zion 😅