halfway there | offgun fanfiction

Chapter 3

It's two hours later that Off returned to his desk. It isn't lunch time yet but he is still craving something to eat. Should he go downstairs to get something from the cafeteria? Nah, he's to lazy. Off yawns and sits down at his desk. He is about to slip back into deep thoughts when Tay suddenly sits down on Guns chair.

"So what's going on with you lately? I have never seen a single day in our friendship where you were just a little thoughtful about anything really. Tell me, I'm your best friend. You can trust me," Tay says and wiggles his eyebrows. Off just stares at him blankly before hitting him on the forehead.

"Never do that again. You look incredibly stupid. More than usually and that means something, dumbass. I can't believe it," Off says and makes a face at Tay who looks at him with a hurt expression.

"Why are you so mean," Tay fake cries and grabs his face in a theatricalway. "No, all jokes aside. What's going on in that annoying head of yours? Is it about Gun? Because, wow, it's about time you acknowledge your love for him. I don't think he will hold on to you forever to be honest. He will probably drop you for someone else if you're notgoing to reciprocate his feelings. And, please don't take that personally, but you're a damn mean guy. I don't even know how Gun deals with you everyday. Maybe that small guy needs a vacation... I should book something for him since you're giving him a lot of stress zits. Besides that Gun is a famous dude who looks really fucking go-"Off slapps his hand about Tays mouth with an angry expression on hisface.

"Can't you shut the fuck up for a second," Off says and pushes Tay a litte who looked genuinely confused about what he did wrong. Off really can't answer any of his questions because he himself isn't sure about his feelings. How can he tell Tay about it? Yes, that guy in front of him is his best friend but sometimes you have to go through stuff alone.

"I am sorry, Tay. I didn't mean to push you or block your words but I am pretty fucking .... confused? I don't know, give me time and I will talk to you again."

Tay doesn't say anything for about a minute and then starts to nod. He knows Off and he also knows that he will talk to him when he needed Tay.

"You're doing great," Tay says with a soft smile and then he leaves. Off takes a deep breath and then starts to organize his upcoming appointments to stop his mind from wandering again.

"It hink you should be next to each other most of the time. It'll makeyour fans very happy," Godji says who is holding the meeting for the offgun fanmeet tomorrow. Gun is sitting next to her sneaking looks at her working sheet. Godji notices and slaps Gun with one of the magazines that is laying around. "Can't you act like an adult for once?"

Gun just grins widely and makes a peace sign with his left hand. His right hand is holding Offs hand who just looks at Godji and Gun fighting like a mother with her son.

"So back to the meeting. Off, I know you don't like PDA that much but the promotions for Theory of Love will start in a while and we should be prepared. So if you could give a little bit of affection to that baby-" 

"Hey!"Gun shouts indignantly but gets ignored and Godji goes on without blinking an eye. "-over here, that would be great. We will provide games you can play and everything will be planned. You guys just need to be as sweet as always." Godji smiles at them and then starts to check her list to see if she missed something. Off thinks about her words and he realizes that he has no problem with Gun touching him all the time anymore. I mean, he is even holding his hand right now. He can't really tell what that means but he is sure that the fanmeetwill go smoothly tomorrow.

"It's gonna be fun for sure," Off says and smiles. Gun looks a little surprised but just shrugs his shoulders. The meeting ends and everyone leaves the room. Only Off remains at his seat and checks some of the papers.

"Are you okay, P'?" Gun suddenly asks sitting back down at his previous chair. Off doesn't really answer for at least a full minute until he says: "I feel weird." He didn't really mean to say that but it just slipped out of his damn mouth. Gun cocks his head and waits for a further explanation. Off just stares at him and he stares back.

"He is so beautiful" is the only sentence that is going through Offs head right now and he would be damned if he would say it out loud right now. His eyes travel over Guns face. They take in his beautifully shaped eyes, the straight nose and his infamous, plump and pink lips that just scream for a kiss. A kiss?! What is going on. Off just shakes his head and gets up all of the sudden startling Gun with the movement. The small man looks up at him, still sitting on his chair. Before Off can run off Gun gets up, puts his hands on Offs shoulders and looks him straight in the eyes.

"I don't exactly understand what is going through your mind but I can see that you are struggling. So whatever it is get this thing out of your life because you get all grumpy when you're always deep in thoughts, P'." Gun looks so worried that Off has to stop himself from laughing.

"I don't think that's possible this time," Off says with a small smile on his lips. Get Gun out of his life? Not exactly what he was going for.

"It's gonna be okay, P'," Gun states, smiles and then leaves the confused Off alone.

"N'Gun! Wait, do you wanna have dinner together?"

"Oh, yeah sure. Let's go then!"

Alot of people left already since it got kinda late. Off and Gun are passing lonely desks and arrive at the elevator just a second later.

"Ugh, I'm tired," Gun says and yawns. He leans over and grabs Offs waist kind of putting his weight in him. Off puts his arm over his shoulder and smiles to himself.
"Well then we should get a small dinner and bring you to bed, huh?"
"You should come over and we watch a movie together. There's a new horror movie I really want to see. I think it's on Netflix too." The elevator dings and they're getting in still holding onto each other just enjoying the warmth of the person right beside them. Off smiles softly and he actually can't wait to cuddle with this small man.