this morning my boyfriend pick me up and we went to school
we parted ways, He to career center and me all alone with nowhere and no one to be, but myself and random people I know passing by not even bothering to stop because they have friends they actually wanna talk to, so they say hi, bye and move on.
this morning I had a bad nose bleed. blood gushed from my nose and it would not stop, so I set my chin on the rim of the bathroom sink. I watch myself in the mirror, seeing the blood drip from my nose drip, drip, drip. it was hell cleaning it up.
this morning I couldn't stop falling asleep in class. i felt so light-headed from my resent nose bleed. I would close my eyes and a few seconds later I felt a lightness in my eyes and id tell myself ¨wake up ¨but only for a few moments. I repeated that process several times.
this morning I couldn't go to Spanish it's not that I didn't want to but every time I would walk up the hallway my anxiety would say fuck you. so I skipped Spanish and just wondered the halls and when to one of my teacher's classes and hung out for the rest of the day.
