Marie's Story

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Marie POV

I really don't know what to do right now. I has a big lump in my throat. I really needed someone to come help me.

The he started to pull the stall door open. That's when I knew it was over for me. When the door was about to open I head a lady's voice.

Lady-sir what are you doing in the women's bathroom
Eric-bitch you better leave
Lady- no nigga you need to leave
Eric-okay

I heard him walking away then he stopped. That's when I heard a gun clock and a shot fired. I heard someone fall to the ground and I saw blood  go everywhere.

That's when I knew some one just died. I broke down crying because I knew I was next. That's when I heard someone bust throw the door and called my name, and it sounded like my dad. Then that's when I heard another gun shot and I started screaming because that could've  been my dad.

That's when the door  to my stall opened, and my father appeared. I feel into his arms and stared crying harder. I looked around the bathroom to see blood everywhere. it was two dead body's and on of them was Erick. I don't know how to feel at this moment.

 I had so many different emotions right now i was scared, sad, and a little happy that Erick was gone, my dad carried me out the bathroom that was full of blood, then he handed my to Prince. Prince took me to the car and lock the door,kk but he was about tp leave so i had to stop him.

Me- wait can you stay

Prince- i was never leaving

he got into the backseat with me, we just sat there inm silence. as my tears dropped uncrontrollitably. i was scared right now the only thing that was going through my body was pain. The type of pain that seems like it will neve go away. the pain that will have a normal human crying for like 3 days. this is the most ive ever cried in my whole life.  a couple of tears might drop a couple but that's only sometimes. But now i was numb i couldent feel my whole body. if i tried ti walk ii know i would fall.

My dad and my other brothers started running to the car with sad faces, to be honest they looked a little more sad then I probably look. Nah! i look horiable i was almost about to die or get raped right now. we was on or way home i hust wanted to go get into the shower and get out of this dress, eat a little then go to sleep.

i feel like i just fell in depressed I'm to sad to care anymore anyways. Once we pulled up to the house i got out the car and just went up stairs. i havennt sad a word that whole car ride. i couldn't speak i think i had lost my voice.

i got into the shower and let the tears fall and fall, i couldn't stop them so why try. I was just thinking why am i on this earth i looked to the side of my shower and saw a razor., "why not" i said in my head i was just about to end it, I really don't want to be alive anymore, i turned the shower water off and started making the bath water. before i die i want to tell my father and my brothers i love them, oh and also summer my only real friend.

Dear Dad

by time you reading this you probably on your way to the hospital well its okay I might not make it. I just wanted to tell you I love you so much and I know that we haven't known each other for very long but whatever. in love everything you done for me but I just cant. I cant stay on this a earth pretending like I'm happy... dang this is soo hard I cant do it whatever ill just stay alive.

"welp I cant do it looks like I'm going to school tomorrow.

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i gave yall what yall want so boost my votes, but i am sorry it took so long for me to update i have writers bloc and i have school that has been taken a lot of my times but i haven't forgot about give me some ideas and help a sis out with this book its harder than it looks.

but by cc gang

oh and shoulf i start a youtube?