road to hell - kpop oneshots

bad | hyunlix

HYUNLIX | VIINI - BAD | LOVE-HATE RELATIONSHIP | TOXIC AF! | SLIGHT ANGST |
TOP! FELIX  | BOTTOM! HYUNJIN |

Hyunjin felt like, he was drowning.

He didn't have anything to hold onto, he didn't have anything to grab. He was all alone at the lifeless, depressed house - without the boy, whom he loved the most.

His lover was at god knows where at that moment and it really pissed of the older. He knew that their relationship wasn't the best - in fact, it has gotten worse throughout the months -, but he was really hurt that the other didn't even send a text or maybe called him to reassure that he was okay.

He couldn't describe the strange feeling, which was lingering in his lonely heart.

Sadness? Sorrow? Forlorn? Maybe anger?

He wasn't able to put a finger on the sensation, but it was definitely hurtful - to say the least.

He gazed at the clock, which was making an awful, loud noise; it showed Hyu, that he was neglected more than four hours ago - and his roommate haven't found his way back to their dorm.

It reminded him of the good old days, when they were partying and going out regularly and they were always late - even when they knew, they will get into trouble.

But love and passion were leading their hearts and they couldn't care less. They were following their heads, not minding others and the consequences of their actions.

But the peaceful and happy days were long gone.

They were nowhere to be found.

That's why the black haired started to call his boyfriend - he was worried and bit his lips as soon as his thumbs pressed the green button. He was hoping, that the younger would pick up the phone and tell him, that he will be home soon. But when the familiar sound died down, he couldn't help himself.

He started crying and hid his face into his palms.

He was devastated and didn't know what to do with himself. Should he go to sleep and forget about the other or should he wait for him, sitting on the couch and yell at him when he arrives?

These were the options; none of them were good enough for him. But he wasn't the one, who was deciding in this situation. He listened to his instincts instead of his mind.

He was tired, sleepy and his limbs were about to fall off. He was exhausted mentally and physically, too. The university wasn't anything he had dreamt of before. And with a boyfriend like his, it was a complete nightmare.

He got up and walked into the bedroom; into the bedroom, which was a total mess - like his mind and his whole self. The clothes were piled up on the desks and tables, the floor was coated in little shards of glasses - with pieces of empty, shattered liquor bottles. He was disgusted, when he looked around and examined the whole place. But he was so tired, that he couldn't convince himself to tidy up.

As he wrapped the soft blankets around himself, he started sniffing and snoring; as Felix's scent got into his nostrils, he immediately got weak again.

The freckled boy was his everything; but why did he care about him, when he got nothing good in return?

Hyunjin knew, that he was a fool; a fool who had his whole heart open for a person who never acknowledged it. Because Felix was the guy, who always got what he wanted. His whole  life was a game and he really liked playing. He didn't even have to try or move a finger, everything was in his favours. His luck and fame was the only thing, that gave him a little piece of personality. He was nothing more than just a pretty face and a charming smile; and Hyu was dumb enough to let himself into his trap. And he was suffering in the metal cells.

As he was thinking, he sensed some tapping and knocking on the front door. He was already half asleep, so the sounds were extremely hurtful to his ears. But he had to get up and let the younger in; he couldn't tolerate one more fight with the other. He wouldn't make it.

He got up pretty slowly and started to crack his bones; he took a deep breath and walked into the living room. His hands were shaking and sweating; he wasn't ready to meet his love. When he pushed the door-lock he was met with two beautiful, chocolate eyes; the eyes were sparkly and gloomy. The owner was tipsy from the alcohol he had just drank through the whole night.

Felix wasn't as bad as he was portrayed earlier. He was just lost in his whole world and his own head. He couldn't process emotional things very well and his definition of love and relationship was way different then many of his friends'. He was different from others.

When he looked into the other's irises, he immediately was caught off guard. Hyunjin was so deeply hurt, that there was no light coming from him. He looked like a zombie who hadn't eaten for days and was starving.

It was true - he was starving. Starving for love.

- Where were you? - asked the taller, when the younger finally stepped in. He automatically hugged the older and kissed him on his forehead as some "I finally came home" gift.

- I'm so sorry, baby - Felix muttered as he ruffled the soft hair; the sleepy boy's scent was making him more drunk than he already was. His whole mind was a goddamn mess. - We just had some drinks and the hours passed by like crazy. I'm really sorry. It will never happen again, my love - he lied, as he started to caress Hyu's cheek.

The black haired didn't want to melt into the gentle touch, but he just couldn't say no to his whole body; he was aching for some attention. As he was trying to calm down, Lix started to look at the red, lush lips more and more often; he wanted to taste the sad boy so bad.

He couldn't control himself and immediately started to kiss Hyunjin, who didn't even flinch. It was the usual routine; after they have gotten into a bad fight, they would always try to solve the problems without speaking; they let the touches speak for themselves. As the younger's hands gone up and down on Hyu's spine, the hurt boy let out a soft and sensuous moan; as the other's tongue started to fight for dominance, he crashed into the muscular arms; he couldn't help himself.

- Do you want to have a good night, baby? - Felix murmured into his ears as he bit it. He was teasing the older without a doubt. The taller wanted to say so much and wanted to resist the sweet actions; but he knew, that it would led him nowhere. The smaller always gets what he wants; there were no exceptions.

- I do - gasped Hyunjin, when the blonde gripped onto his skin and started to push him into the bedroom.

- As I expected - grinned Lix, as he attacked the older'a lips again.

The kiss was greedy, needy and filled with lust.

It was everything that Hyu has ever wanted; it was enough to make himself forget about his problems.

And that was what he needed at that exact moment.