Love Bruise

(8) Homepital hwaiting [2]

Kang hyewon's POV
            The others have left (again) to eat outside as I was left here with taehyung, (the doctor said that he's in a coma,but it's not that bad,in just a week he can move some parts of his body)I can't leave him, my heart and mind can't, a nurse has come here and told me to go back to my ward but I declined telling her that it's okay,  the nurse hesitated but I just nudge and smiled at her, as the nurse went out I again admire taehyung's face, it's been a week since taehyung is still not waking up and I've been here since I woke up, I never left the room, I just stared the whole timee

And for now....  {Do you have a song Lost Stars covered by jungkook of BTS? Please play it while reading this, thank you}

I stared at his face, close eyes, close mouth, pointed nose, perfect shape eyebrows, plump soft lips, I touched his lips and it was soft it's like a soft cotton pillow... Well he got a face of a goddess, so beautiful and a breath-taking view of his face... Nice features... For short a goddess.... I just had the urge to put my lips on his but I can't...
I put my arm on his hair caressing it while singing some song

And god~ tell us the reason
And it's wasted under you
It's hunting season
And the lands are under you
Searching for meaning
But are we all lost stars
Try'in to light up the dark
Pull away just a sp----

I was cut off when i felt a finger brushin in my hands, i looked at my hand that were holding taehyung's hand but there's nothing...i looked at taehyung but he still had his eyes close

Beep...Beep...Beep

That's the only thing that can be heard inside the room... I stared at him {can't get enough} admiring his beautiful and charming face not getting tired of it... This is my only chance to admire his face up-close, caressing his hair while holding his hands, for the others they would think that we're a couple because this is how or what couples do... Right? But we're just friends, I wish it could be more than that, I want to do some couple things with him, only HIM

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And it's two weeks and three days for now but he's still not waking up, and I can feel myself losing hope, I'm being negative

I have nothing to do in this days, j just stare at him for the whole day imagining things with him, and for now I'm just taring at him, but for now this day is new because
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In this whole two weeks and three days, the heart monitors sound is Beep Beep Beep but for now it's only a single straight BEEP

I quickly pressed the button at the side of the bed panickly, I'm losing faith and hope I'm losing my trust in god that everyday I prayed that taehyung will wake up healthy, but for now I'm losing everything

A doctor and many nurse have went inside and two nurses pushes me outside the room, I didn't want to leave

"TAEHYUNG!!" I shouted while more tears are gushing out of my eyes

"Please~ taehyung w-wake u-p", mg voice are cracking now, and I was a crying mess

The nurse successfully pushed me outside and I saw the others running to me, they saw me crying, I looked inside the room using the glass at the upper middle part of the door, I can see them checking taehyung's vital and preparing a electric shock pump

"What happened?", jimin asked worriedly
"Why is there so many nurse inside?", jin asked while looking inside
"His heart m-monitor sto-pped be-eeping", I explained while my sight is getting blurry because of the tears that are flowing, I can't stop the flow of my tears [A/n: people says, just go with the flow (o(^^o))]