Sometimes don't you just want to crawl up under your bedsheets and just read a book.... not have to socialize with anyone? That's what I feel... life is complicated... I want to write a book and nothing comes to mind.
This book is kind of my diary... I know that unless people from my school look super hard for me, they won't find this account. Then again... who cares if they do? They don't know who I'm taking about, they may try to figure it out but I can just reject it.
I'm stressed out because I just moved here... and that's hard. I'm comfortable in my bed... my work is mostly done and I'm trying my best but I guess it's not good enough. My teacher keeps pushing me and pushing me and I guess that's her job... but telling me that I have a 69 is not the best to do when you know I'm stressing. She talks about how I'm smarter than that and stuff... I know I'm smarter than that but give me a break. I'm struggling and nobody sees that.
I'm just the kid... I'm always gonna be just the kid. My feelings mean nothing because I'm just a kid. I can't stress because I'm just a kid. Well you know what? My stress does matter because I am just a kid. "Kids don't have stress" then what is happening to me? because I just want to explode. I need a friend who will stick by me forever.
The drama at my school spreads like wildfire while I'm just trying to learn. I've been here for a month and have fought with my friends a lot and I don't blame them for that. It's my fault... I'm sorry... I just needed to get that out of my system. Sorry if this is messy. Thank you Wattpad for reading/ listening.
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The Story of my Life
RandomBased on true events of my life, enhanced. All names have been changed and school's names have been changed. My name will be AJ. Basically... you get an insight on my mind.
