°Where My Universe Is°

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Y/n's pov:

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Y/n's pov:

           The worst feeling I have ever felt was when I was standing right outside Aniyah's hospital room waiting for the final answer. All this waiting thing is killing me. Minutes feel like hours and hours feel like years. I never thought that I would turn up feeling like this. My heart was michanically beating but I knew that it was ripped apart. Aniyah... Everytime I say her name even in my thoughts my eyes start pushing all my tears away until they meet the floor. Small and big waves onto the shore of feelings. But right now, I couldn't let them see my tears fall. Everyone was here in that cold lobby. The air of the hospital was getting in my nose and getting out of my mouth with a big exhale. That moisty smell, like something was rotten with all the scent of a woman sitting in the corner made me wanna puke but at the moment I didn't have the courage to move. I felt someone patting my back.

            My face turned and saw Jungkook looking at me really worried. He smiled and that's when the first tear fell. I couldn't keep it in. It happened without me letting it. Jungkook grabbed my hand in the image of me crying and hovered his other hand around my body. I started breathing his beautiful scent when I fell onto his arms. That was the place when I could let go my tears without being afraid if I was going to be judged. At the moment I didn't care about everyone else seeing me crying. Yoongi was sitting right next to me and I could feel him touching my knee with encouragement and then carefully leaving it like I am fragile. Jin was sitting on the back but his head was close enough to feel his breath travelling on the back of my neck. My tears started falling like the rain fiercely wash out the nature at a stormy day. My sobs were like lightnings, striking at trees, causing a fire. That fire was no one other than Jeon Jungkook. His arms made me feel warm so I could actually let the storm get out.

            He was whispering to my ears, without the thought of limitation. He was talking and talking, whispering and whispering, keeping my mind busy until a thing he said grabbed my attention so hard. "You know!! My parents died in that car accident and I didn't get to say goodbye to them. I surely hated them.." he paused and laughed at those words. "But they were still my parents. I feel like it's my fault they died! I was arguing with my father so intensely while he was driving! I.." He said and noticed that I stopped sniffing. He laughed and continued. "The point is... Everything happens for a reason." he kissed the top of my head and I rested it on his chest. "Y/n I am so glad that everything happens for a reason cause if things weren't like that, it would be impossible to meet you in coincidence!" He chuckled And I stopped crying. I laugh and wiped away the rest of my tears.

                "So what will happened if she..." after that I couldn't continue the sentence cause in the thought of her, tears fill my eyes, until I am crying again. "Shhhh shhh!" He said hugging me tighter. "Y/n breath!" He said when he noticed my obvious lack of breathing. Yoongi turned his head to see me. "Is she okay?" He asked and got up. He kneeled in front of me, touching both of my knees and trying to see into my eyes. "What happened?" Jin's voice echoed until an angelic voice spoke. "Y/n is okay!" He said and I lifted my head to see Park Jimin at the entrance. He was wearing his coat and gloves. Is it snowing? I thought to myself and then Jimin started walking towards us. He stopped in front of me and spoke to Jungkook. "May I?" he said and Jungkook nodded. He got up and Jimin sat right next to me. "Don't worry guys! She will be fine!" He put his hand on my shoulder. He was actually so calm I could feel his aura, rushing through my body. I finally caught my breath. "Thanks!" I hissed and he smiled. "Thats what friends are for!" he said and I smiled. "You know! I have seen Aniyah a few times in the hallway or in the garden spending some time to herself or as she would say ' Staying away from the idiots!' ". He announced and I started chuckling cause that is something Aniyah would say.

              "And?" I asked and he continued. "She told me that if something happens to her, she wants me to give you this!" he took a small paper of his pocket and a ring. "Sorry! I wrote it too! But it's what Aniyah told me to write. The paper was too small and it contained just a sentence. But as I heard, that ring meant a lot to her. She told me her story!" I started silently crying. I grabbed the ring and the paper.

Don't worry! We will meet again! I love you Y/n!

           I furrowed my eyebrows at that statement but my tears were getting heavier. I fell onto Jimin's arms.  "Don't cry Y/n shhhh! " he said and that's when the doctor got out of the surgery room. I jumped off the chair with all the strength I got left and approached the elder man. "What happened? How is she?"  I asked and he looked down. I could notice how jimin was looking at him. "I-I am sorry!" The doctor said and I couldn't feel my feet anymore. I collapsed to the cold ground, shocked, feeling like someone punched me on the face. My heart was bleeding. Jimin got down and put his hand on my back. Jungkook and Yoongi did the same thing. Everything went blank and then the next thing I felt was Jungkook's hands on my stomach.

Jungkook's pov:

             She finally opened her eyes. She had been sleeping for 5 hours that I actually started getting worried. Her sick eyes fell on me and then started scanning her room. "What happened?" Her wobbly voice made me wanna shutter my head. How should I tell her what happened?  The first time they told her, she fainted ! "Why am I here? Weren't we at..." she paused. She figured it out. Oh no! Her eyes went wide and she got  the half of her body up. I prevented her for getting up. "What are you doing! I-i need to leave!" She burst out crying and I hugged her. "Shhh" I said and for my surprise she stopped. Her breath was getting heavier like a huge weigh falling onto my shoulder but I could still handle it. "Jungkook P-please" She wobbly said and I broke the hug putting my hands on both of her shoulders. "Y/n stay strong! Please! I believe in you! Aniyah believes in you! She loves you." I said and her eyes widen.

             "What am I going to do Jungkook?" she purely said and my eyes fell on her innocent gleam. I cupped her face and brought her closer to me, giving her a small kiss on her quivering lips. I was caressing her cheeks and she bit her lip. She looked down and tears formed her eyes. I smiled and she lifted her head up to see me. "Where is she?" She asked and now I was the one to shutter my head. "She is still at the hospital..." I paused and she looked at me more confused than before. "Her funeral is going to be in a few day!" I added. The word funeral is something I really hate and I sincerely don't like using it cause except from me feeling hurt from that word I always end up hurting others as well.

                "Jungkook?" She asked and my hands left her face to touch her knees that were underneath the blanket. "How are you?" she asked me that and I had to say something. I am shocked. She was a mess, crying and fainting all day and after all this tiring period of time of her doing all those things she asked about me. That's what I love from her. She is an angel that walks on earth. "Y/n you know how much I love you?" I couldn't keep that sentence inside cause when it comes to her the first word that comes in my mind is 'Love'.  She smiled and pulled me into a hug, letting all our insecurities, fears for the future and thoughts fly away. We started creating our universe, settling things that only we want and desire but most importantly having each other in it. That was our universe and nobody can change that. Never. Y/n created me again from the beginning and I did the same so I am so lucky that I have found where my universe is after all!

A/n:

I hope you liked the chapter!
Aniyah made my heart hurt tbh
Can I say how much I love Park Jimin!
Thanks for reading❤️❤️❤️
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