U are my eyes

chapter 19

it was night time and all had finished there dinner and were sitting on the terrace...

kareena- mere paas ek idea hain...

aman- kya???

kareena- humlog sab ek game khelenge jismein hum apni dil ki baatein apne partners se sharayana tareeke se kahenge...

rhitika- wow....nice idea...

rohan- yeah lets play..

arjun- pehle kiski bari??

amrit- neil bhaiya aur avni bhabi ki...

avni- mein aur shayarana??
mujhse nai hoga...

neil smiled hearing this...

arjun- bhabi aap kar sakte hai

rhitika- accha toh mein aapko
ek trick batati hun jismein aap bahut acche se
shayarana kar sakte hai...

avni- kya hai woh??

neil- haan...

rhitika- aap dono apni aankhein band karo...aur aap dono ki dil ki baatein aap shayrana andaz mein bol sakte hain..bas yeh soch lijiye ke aapko yeh baat unse karni hai...bas itni si baat hai...shuru ho jaieye...

avni closed her eyes and remembered everything from the beginning...her meeting with neil...her first hug...and his not responding back manner....and told..

avni- gussa tumpe ata nahi,
pyaar tum mujhse jatate nahi,mere akele ka pyaar hum dono ke liye kafi nahi...
ab toh mere mann mein yeh sawal ata hai ke tum mujhse pyaar karte bhi ho ya nahi??

neils eye were also closed and he felt very bad as he was the reason for this question
of avni...and he told..

neil- zindagi mein sabkuch kehna asan nahi hota,
kisiko dard dekar kabhi sukoon nahi milta,
hum kuch kehte nai iska matlab yeh nai ke hume kuch bhi mehsoos nahi hota??

avni- jab tumhare paas ati hun tih khudse dur kar dete ho,
na jane kyun apne dil ki batein dil mein hi daba dete ho,
kabhi toh pyaar jataya karo,
jab tumhare paas ati hun toh kam se kam thik se gale toh lag jaya karo....

neil- pyaar jatana chahe bhi toh jata nahi sakte,
pyaar karna chahe bhi toh pyaar nahi kar sakte,
chhuna toh dur ki baat hai,
hum toh aapke kareeb bhi nahi ja sakte.....

avni- bahane dhoondna bahut asan hai,
sach bolna use bhi zyada asan hai,
lekin jab aapka dil hi sach nai bol pata hai,
toh wahan bahana bahut acche se ban jata hai.....

neil- majburiyan kabhi kabar humare upar bahut havi ho jati hai,
tab baatein dil se nahin dimaag se nikalni shruru ho jati hai....

avni- majburiyon ko apni dhal banakar aap jeena bhul gaye hai,
manzil saamne hai lekin aap raasta bhatak gaye hai,
ab toh mujhe age ka raasta dhundla nazar aa raha hai,
pata nai kismat kya khail khel rahi hai???......

avneil were silent for some minutes...feeling each words of eachother as it depicted there whole story....avnis pain and neils boundness....

aman- bhai yeh kya ho raha hai??

arjun- aman hume yahan se chalna chahaiye....yeh log game nahi balki apne dil ki baat ek doosre se khoolkar nahi balki shyarana mein kar rahe hain...aur humara yahan bethna thik nahi...

aman- sahi kaha...chalte hai..

the all 6 went down giving them there free space...but avneil were still sitting by closing there eyes and didnot knew that they were only present there...then neil said..

neil- tanhaeyin mein hum jee rahe the,
zindagi ke andhere mein hum doob rahe the,
roshni ka kinara aapne dikhya,
zindagi jeene ka maksat humko sikhaya,
phir kyun humse khafa hone ka adat ab aapko lag gaya??...

avni- hum aapse kabi khafa nahi ho sakte hain,
bas dil ki har baatein hum lafzon mein nahin keh sakte hai,
kuch baton ko khud samajhni padti hai,
agar age ka rasta nazar na aye toh safar chhodni padti hai.....

saying this she opened her eyes and was going...neil had
already felt heaetbreak after listening to the line'living the journey'....

neil(sad tone)- kaise kahein aapse??
beintehaa mohabbat karte hai aapse,
aapko yeh baat pata nahi,
aur humko lagta hai ke hum aapke kaabil nahi......

he opened her eyes and a tear drop fell from his eyes...he wiped it immediately....
avni was going but she stopped as she cant leave neil
alone...she retutned back to him and was standing behind him...and she listened the last
lines told by neil....she was stnding there and crying...and
sobbing...hearing her sobs neil realised that she hadnot gone downstairs...he got worried and asked...

neil- av...avni ji??kya huya??
aa...aap ro kyun rahe hai?

so how was it??
love u all....
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