Forced: Garin (Garroth * Ein) Fanfic

After Lunch 2

*Warning Please Read*

There will be a part of this chapter where there is ACTUAL selfharm. NOT mention of but actual SELFHARM. Please don't read that scene if it makes you feel uncomfortable, you can still read the rest of the chapter. And I'll warn you when it gets to the beginning of the scene, and when it's the end of it.

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(Ein's P.O.V.)

(Same Story Timing(?) As Before)

After Garroth left me in the bathroom alone again. I still felt the same lonely, misunderstood, mistreated...

But this time I also felt another spark of hope. And it was coursing through me. Burning and melting away all my negative feelings. And for once making me feel a consequence of positivity. I'm going to go and have a sleepover with Garroth at his house.

And then the fire was put out, as I realised all of the possibilties that could go wrong.

He could not show, he could make a fool out of me, and refuse on ever even talking to me. There were so many endless possibilities of danger to my physical, mental, and social self.

But I honestly didn't care. I knew there wasn't as many but I still knew there were alot of things that could also go right.

And honestly for him and only for him was I willing to take the risk.

I washed my face off quickly, rinsing away any feelings of despair, and dread. Well...atleast from my facial features.

I wanted to ask Garroth if it was still going to happen.

But when I got to the cafeteria, everyone was already leaving. And I was worried that he might have left already.

Until I saw him and his younger brother, Zane off to a secluded area in the cafeteria where no one was around.

And of course my negativity returned to me. And I emmediately thought that it would be the perfect place to tell him, of his impratical joke, of making me seem like a looser.

Until I saw tensions get high and him scream at his brother loud and clear across the whole room.

Everyone looked at the pair, but emmediately continued on their journey to the next classes.

I know they didn't notice it by the way they acted. And I thought as Garroth left his brother it probably wouldn't be the best time to ask.

Through out the rest of the day I couldn't help but keep thinking of the exchange between the two Ro'meaves.

I've never seen him act like that even when he was jealous of Aaron, cause of his crush on Aphmau. Or any of the times he ever crossed paths with me.

So it was very shocking to see him respond to his depressed, may I add, brother.

(Years later, Lol)

(After School)

I walked out of my last period looking defintly more confident than I felt.

It was now time to see if his words were heavy enough to with hold. Or were they as light as a feather. And they'll easily float away.

. . .I kind of didn't want to find out. . .

I waited in the front of the school. . . All on my own. . . I felt like a fool.

He obviously didn't mean what he said earlier. And I must look like a complete idiot standing around.