crush x depressed/abused reader

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Warning
This contains suicide and cutting

Sorry if this is bad

Remember
Always love yourself
Never forget that

C/n= crush name
Y/n= your name
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You are depressed, you have always been sence you were little when your dad died and then your mom started to drink and blame you for his death, while your crush tried to care for you and save you from your mom but on the first day of highschool he fell in love with a snobby and bully popular girl/boy

Flashback

One the first day of highschool school
You and your crush were really close and you to knew everything about echother, then that girl/boy walked up
"Hello, are you the new kids here" they asked
"Oh yes we are my name is y/n" you said
"And my name is c/n" your crush said
"My name is chasity. Let's be friends" chasity said(just a random name if you wish to change it you may)
"Ok!" you and your crush said
As you were walking to class chasity stopped to and pushed you to the ground
"Hey there slut stay away from c/n he's mine" chasity said
"B-but there" you shuddered
"Dont say anything about this because this never happened" chasity said
You ran away crying running to c/n but chasity was already there

End of flashback

Your crush and chasity got together and your crush stopped caring and looking out for you so you would have to banged your self up or protect yourself
But you soon stopped and started to cut your wrist and wait for the blood to drip from your wrist blaming yourself for everything that has happened

You got dressed and walked down stairs
"Mom!! Stop!!! Please" you said as your mother tryed to cut you with a knife
You ran out of the house to the lake you and your crush used to go to
Then you saw chasity with your crush on top of the bridge that you and your crush used to go to all the time and hug echother, so you went over to them
"I hate you!! I hate you so much!! My Mom stabbed me and you sat there and watched an-" You screamed
"Well I don't care about you anymore I dont love you anymore I love chasity" c/n said
You started to cry
"But I still love you.." you said
"Well he dont love you back because your a low life and a depressed freak" Chasity said
You ran over to the railing and jumped off into the lake below, you saw a glimpse of you crush trying to grab you as you were falling

After your death c/n broke up with chasity and realized what he did to you and what chasity did to him
She changed him
And made him believe you were hurting her
She didn't love him
All she wanted was to hurt you
And he didn't love her
Like he loved you
And he only realized that after your death
And he wishes he could go back into time and fix things
So everyday he would go to your grave and bring your favorite flowers and apologize

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