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an empty room, an empty house this is weird as I approach the house there she was a woman just standing there I didn't know what to do she looked at me, as I approached her she kept getting happier and happier. I started to run towards her she then just fell and when I got to her she faded away. “WAKE UP JAMES” said Mom
I woke up sweating and crying and I don't know why “Yes im awake mother” I said She approached me and hugged me and asked “are you ok” I replied“No, I dont think I am mom” she then hugged me tightly and whispered in my ear “im never letting go of you” she started to cry and she then let go and said “well you should get ready for school my little angel” I nodded and then smiled, wait did I just smile, I never do that. As I stood up my dad came into my room and said “hey kiddo, you getting ready, we are leaving in 5 minutes” I smiled and said “yes father ill be ready in 5 minutes” he smiled and said “thats my trooper” he then closed my door. I started to get dressed and picked up my phone to see what was happening in the internet world, 53 messages from Griffin wonder what he wanted last night, he wanted nothing just spamming dammit griffing I then smilled and shook my head. I picked up my bag and a sweatshirt and walked out of my room and headed down the stair were my father was waiting “ready?” He said “of course I am” I smiled nervously, we headed outside and then got in the car, as we were on the road there was this girl walking to school, she looked familiar not the girl from my dream she was pretty, really pretty as my father cleared his throat “so, who is that girl” I then turned back to him and said “I dont know but she's gorgeous” he smiled and muffled “young love” I started to blush and then said “its not young love, I barely even know her” he laughed “thats the best part” I started to laugh then too “well ill get to know her” he smiled and nodded at me “of course you will son, well here we are have a great day James” I opened the car door and turned back and said “yeah you too dad” I got out of the car and started to approach the school. As i was face to face with the front doors of the school I heard someone yelling my name “JAMES” I turned around quickly and saw Griffin and Heaven run towards me and when they got to me they hugged me and Griffin said “I missed you so much buddy” Heaven then said “I missed you alot James” we all then walked into the school together. I looked at Griffin and Heaven and said “whats your guys first class?” Heaven replied “Ceramics” Griffin excitingly said “Ceramics” I then looked at my schedule and then looked at them “well thats one class we all have together” Heaven said “what about second hour” Griffin replied “Art” I sighed and said “Computer tech” Heaven said “dang, well thats one we dont all have together” Griffin said “what about third hour” I replied “Photography” They both got really excited and both said at the same time “YES PHOTOGRAPHY TOGETHER” I then asked “what about our last hour fourth hour” Heaven said “Cooking” Griffin replied “same” I then said “eww cooking, I hate cooking, I have French class” Griffin laughed “you are joking, so your gonna start speaking baguette” I then laughed “of course why not?” Heaven then said “hey we should get to class you guys” we both looked at her and nodded. We then all sprinted to our classes so we weren't late, we just liked getting to class early. We finally made to our class, we walked in and there was only 2 other students in their reading, we took our seats and started to talk about random stuff, I looked at Heaven and said “so what did you do this summer, I didn't really get to hang out with you” she replied “I just went to Europe and also took a vacation to the Hawaii” Griffin replied “wow that sounds amazing, all me and James did was hangout and play video games and talk about classes and girls” I then put my hand over his mouth so he couldn't tell Heaven who our crushes were. The teacher then walked into the room minutes after us talk about our summers, it was this tall thin male who had muscular arms, he was also missing his left hand, he looked at all of the student and waved with his right hand and said “good morning student, how is everyone doing today” we all looked at him and said “good” he smiled and replied “that's wonderful, well ill be your teacher for this school year, my name is Frank Meyer” well smiled and said “nice to meet you Mr Meyer, the bell then rang and a few more students walked in and sat down, there she was the girl I saw walking to school, god she's pretty, she looked at me and the seat next to me and started to walk towards me, oh god shes gonna sit next to me, i'm gonna be so nervous, I don't know what to do, I quickly turned towards the teacher and just faced foward “excuse me, is anyone sitting here” I then looked at her and stopped and stared at her, she then looked behind her and then back at me and said “um are you ok” I quickly replied “yes im fine, um no one is sitting there” she then blushed and giggled and said “your cute” I then blushed and turned back at the front of the room, the teacher sat down and said “so today we are just gonna go around the room and ask people who they are, so we can all get to know each other, lets start on the left side” he then pointed at the kid who was wearing a purple shirt and black jeans, the kid looked at the teacher and said “I'm Parker” he then smiled and nodded. Mr Meyer then looked at the person behind Parker and pointed at her “you?” She then stood in a joyful cheer and said “my name is Amber and im happy to meet all of you” the teacher replied “well nice to meet you Amber” Mr Meyer then pointed to the next person, she stood up and said “my name is Grace” I stood up before the teacher pointed at me and I said “my name is James” I quickly sat back down, the teacher smiled and said “well nice to meet you two” Griffin then stood up and said “my name is the mighty Griffin” everyone then laughed as Griffin was sitting down Heaven quickly got up and said “well my name is Heaven and its nice to meet everyone in here” the guy next to Heaven stood up and flexed his muscles and said “Yeah that's cool but my name is Mark and i'm like the best looking and smartest one in here so it's like nice to meet you all but yeah not nice at the same time” Mark then sat down and the girl in front of mark stood up and said “Yeah what he said, oh well my name isn't mark its Denise” and she then sat down, the teacher replied “well it's great to meet you all, as all of you should know my name is Mr Meyer, today is your guys first day of school, so all we will be doing is learning about the classroom and some of the stuff we will be learning and using” he then addressed the people in the first row to stand and go up to the front of the room to learn some of the items we will be using in this class. The bell rang and then mr meyer looked at the class and said “alright well we will have to continue for tomorrow” he then smiled and dismissed us, Griffin, Heaven and I walked out of the room and Grace then ran behind us and said “James, wait up” I turned around and she was right behind me and I replied whats up, Griffin and Heaven looked at me and said “who is this?” I smiled and said “this is Grace shes the girl that sits next to me in Ceramics” she smiled and shook both Heaven and Griffins hands and said “nice to meet you two” Griffin replied “oh its nice to meet you too, im….” before he could finish Grace quickly said “Griffin, I know, shes heaven, I know both of you” Griffin and Heaven looked at each other and then at me and said “James can we talk to you real quick, alone” they then pulled me aside and said “alright she's pretty and she seems nice but are you sure about her, she could be like bad shit crazy” I shrugged it off and said “nah she's fine, you guys are just jealous I have another friend other than you guys” Griffin and Heaven both said “wow, that was a little rude” I looked at grace and said “well i'm going to hangout with Grace, see you guys later” Griffin frowned and said “alright have fun love birds” I turned around quickly and swung my arm at Griffin and hit him right in the face. Heaven then gasped and said “James what the fu….” before she could finish Grace punched her in the face, I looked down at the two and said “what the hell did I do” Grace quickly grabbed my face and kissed me and said “James I fucking love you, finally we can be together” I then in shock ran off into the closest bathroom and sat in the bathroom and kept hearing this voice in my head “you…..did…..it….” I then screamed “STOP” I then punched the wall, the wall broke and behind the wall was a black abyss. I looked deeper into it and fell in, i fell for a few second and I finally landed I then looked up and saw the girl, who is she, I then saw her run towards me, I then yelled  “WHO ARE YOU” she then ran even faster and as she got to me I started to fade away, I looked at the girl and said “James……” It was me all along, the girl was my memories of someone I lost but i can't remember who. Where am I, who are you, who is Griffin, who is Heaven, Who is Grace, wait Grace was my Girlfriend, I remember now, she died in a car accident, so wait am I dead now, I then heard a loud voice say “yes James, you are” I then screamed “why me, why” the loud voice responded “because you had so much emptiness in your head that you thought you might as well die” I gasped and said “so I killed myself” I then started to cry and said “so that's why I woke up crying and sweating is because I was dead and I was scared on moving on, my mom, my dad, my friends, they were just memories of everyone, why did I punch Griffin and why did Grace punch Heaven” the loud voice responded “you did that because you guys were in a fight before you killed yourself” I frowned and said “so what now” he then said “nothing, this is your destiny, enjoy it” I then started to cry again and said “James, just kill yourself again” the loud voice said “try it” I then saw his face. Who is he. 

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