~Drunk~

* 2 : Jisoo *

When I saw her call, I was completely lost : why was she calling me ? Why at this moment ? Why in the night time ?
Jungkook had the same reaction than me until he saw my face... He looked at me, then at my phone, and the again at me. And he finally stopped. He lessened his grip on my hip and then just stopped the physical contact between us. He stopped everything... Jungkook only said :

" I-It was great, tonight... I-I'm g-glad that we met but... I... think it was an error... Goodbye... "

I perceived a single tear rolling down his cheek and heard a small and hidden sobe behind his flat sweatshirt before he ran... I would've love to rush for him but I was too choked to make anything. My vision got blurry and, the second after, I felt the hard and cold floor while my heavy eyelids were slowly closing...

I woke up in a white and squared room. I was wondering what I was doing in this weird place and looked at myself : I didn't have my clothes anymore, only a blouse on my almost naked body. I tried to remember what happened before, then I realised that I was crying. My blouse was totally wet and I was exhausted.

A white dressed woman entered the room and ran towards me :

" Are you okay ? "

No I wasn't. I sure wasn't. I didn't know him but I already knew that he meant everything for me. He destroyed my heart, leaving...

" Hey. A girl is waiting for you outside. We checked everything : you're alright. Here you are, your clothes. Well, goodbye ! "

" G-Goodbye... ! "

A girl ? Who could it be ? I got dressed and out of the hospital. The "girl" who was waiting for me was Jisoo, and I'd call her a "whore" more than anything else. Jisoo shouted my name three times but I didn't answer, I just took the road to my house and ran when I saw her following me. She was still shouting my name and running after me. I asked myself : why am I running away ? Isn't it her fault if Jungkook's gone ?
Then I stopped immediately. Jisoo stopped running like a crazy cow and hardly tried to catch her breath.

" Why are you running, poor idiot ?! "

" And why did you fucking called me at 6 am ?! It's all your fault if he's gone ! You messed up everything... Why are you always making my life a disaster... ? From the start till the end, you always have been killing me from the inside... Why... ? WHY ?!?!?! "

" 'Cause I love you, BASTARD !!! Why do you never UNDERSTAND THAT ?! "

" Well I DON'T !! SO NOW GET OFF MY WAY AND DON'T YOU DARE TO LET ME SEE YOUR SHITTY FACE EVER AGAIN !!!! UNDERSTOOD, CHEATER ? "

" UGH WAIT SORRY I THINK I HEAR A MOSQUITO " she was acting like she was talking with someone on her phone, " DON'T YOU HEAR IT ?? I DO SO I'M GONNA KILL IT AND EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE FINE. "

" YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE MOSQUITO HERE : YOU SUCK THE BLOOD OF EVERYONE AROUND YOU AND MAKE'EM WANT TO KILL YOU ! "

" I HATE YOU, ASSHOLE ! "

" THEN YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE BECAUSE I DO FEEL RAGE AGAINST YOU TOO. NOW LET ME PASS, YOU WHORE ! "

Jisoo ruined 2 years of my life and I never forgave her. She was cheating on me with every single boy she saw... After this episode, I was completely empty. I didn't know what to do. Well, yes. I was going to go back home and find back Jungkook. I had to.

When I arrived at home, I called my friend, the one who invited me at his party :

" Hey dude... What's up ? "
" Well, nothing special. Why are you calling me ? "
" Hum... Uhh... I-... need your help, please. "
" Go on, what do you want me to do ? "
" I need you to help me finding Jungkook back. "
" Ohh ? You know each other ? "
" Actually... No. But all I can be sure about is that I need him. I want him. I-... I love him... "