a whole new story// a Colby brock fan fic

it gonna be okay

warning sensitive topic: self-harm

April: Colby, tell me, were you where!

C: I was with Brennen! I don't have to tell you everything!

a: maybe if you did, we wouldn't fight all the time! 

C: do you think I like coming home to fight with my clingy fucking girlfriend, who is constantly being in my business!

a: because you know exactly what happened last time I gave you my full trust you took advantage of me made me feel things no one had ever made me feel and then when it all came down, in the end, my trust went with it!

C: of course, you had to go back there. Why? Why is it always about how you feel?

a: ITS NOT IT HAS NEVER BEEN ITS ALWAYS ABOUT YOU FEEL ABOUT THING I NEVER GET A SAY IN THE RELATIONSHIP!

At this point, tears were streaming down my face. This wasn't the first time we fought this month, and it will soon be the last. I am so done with always being about him. I can't take all this anymore I don't wanna do this anymore. and by this I mean life.

C: FUCK YOU! YOU KNOW THAT'S NOT TRUE!

with those words, I was out the door in the bathroom going threw the cabinets looking for the blades I hid here. I finally found them and took one out of the pack then I heard Colby at the door 

C: April please come out of there I didn't mean it I was mad.

a: Colby I can't do this anymore I can even love you without you saying I'm being clingy Colby all we ever do is fight and its either I'm gone or I lose you and I don't wanna lose you but I also don't want to be here anymore.

C: wait April what are you doing? open the door! April!  

A: I can't do this I'm so sorry.

 with that sentence, I slid the blade four times deeper into my arm and i and I blacked out I was really going away.

COLBY'S POV

I open the door finally and I see here laying on the ground lifeless I knew Devyn was the only one home so I screamed for her.

C: DEVYN COME HERE HELP PLEASE!

she came running out of her room and saw what was happening.

D: I will call 911!

C: okay hurry.

in the hospital.

I watched her lay in her bed and listened to the machine that was keeping her alive everyone was mad at me saying it's my fault and honestly there right kat walked in and asked me to leave so I did.

KATS POV

I was sitting there crying until I heard a little British (AYYYY) voice say my name.

K: April oh my god you're awake.

she started to cry and I couldn't help but ask why.

A: its Colby I love him but I'm not supposed to it's not what the universe wants. everyone from the start told me to watch out because he wasn't the best with girls or relationships and I still didn't listen cause when he broke my heart when he cheated I went back and now look at me I'm in the hospital not feeling safe when I'm left alone because ill be left with my thoughts and all it will be is Colby and I won't be able to escape.

 K: its gonna be okay how bout when you get out tomorrow me and you go to the house get your stuff and you move in with me. Sound okay?

A: yeah

k: ok you should get some sleep and you with be released tomorrow

A: goodnight

K: ima sleep here okay if you need anything okay goodnight

A: hey kat just don't let Colby come in here.

K: will do babes

A: thank you, Kat, I couldn't thank you enough

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still  kats pov 

the next day

K: hey April what up babes . its time to go.

A: okay. wait kat is he still here?

K: yea just don't look at him and if he tries to say anything I will get you out of there okay.

A: okay.

we walked out to the waiting area by the front desk cause I needed to sign some stuff for April to leave. I heard someone say her name I turn around and see her in Brennen's arms crying. she let go and walked up to Colby. this couldn't be good.

I heard him say sorry and she slapped him and I couldn't help but laugh. she walked away crying more than before and I stopped laughing and ran after her.

k: April wait up

she stopped and fell to her knees and just sat there crying like she had just lost a family member. I walked over to her and she said this.

A: was I not enough for him I tried to give him everything I could and he still didn't think that was enough he...  he cheated again it's all my fault im so stupid for loving someone who would never love me back.

Brennen came running over only because I texted him to come over here. he got to where we were and drove us to the trap house I walked in hoping no one was home grabbed what I would need and left a note.

 I am sorry that I left without really saying goodbye but I can't say here, I will miss you guys I love you so much don't tell colby but I will be staying with Kat. 

- all the love April

                   xoxo

then I left.

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a/n hope you enjoyed um just to explain the ayyy next to British um well that's me so

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