In this world, how nice would it be
To explore things with you and me
Hoping that you could come and see
But ours was just a piece of memory.
Amazed by your gentleman side,
Mesmerized by your smile so wide
This happiness I cannot hide
Keeps tickling my heart inside.
Precious moments we came to share
Despite the rain and the messy hair
Laughter is scattered everywhere
In that time there's no space for despair.
Love is in the air for sure
We always see things to adore
Every conversation we can't ignore
And it's like I couldn't ask for more.
I came to think that these moments will never end
Like a tree that grows in nature's blend
No storm could ever come to bend
No tears anyone could ever shed.
Things do change indeed
Problems arise in times unexpected
You started telling me lies and I believed
And when the truth came out it left me dumbfounded.
You're making the fool out of me
By telling me that I'm your only
But I feel like you can't guarantee
Because you have another one in reality.
It's breaking me into pieces
You brought me into some kind of mess
My emotions, you only care less
I thought you're good but you're so heartless.
You had me at your worst, you had me at your best,
Like what you did whenever I'm facing life's test
I thought our journey would encounter a wonderful quest
But it turned out that in between us lies a destructive pest.
I was drowned by my fantasy
That it would be only you and me
It's hard to internalize the reality
That it has come to an end and it's never gonna be.
Upset with life, I lost my way
I couldn't find inspiration to live every day
My life before, which was happy and gay,
Became all sadness and full of dismay.
I couldn't take the pain
I think I'm dying in vain
My heart cannot contain
The loneliness that I gain.
Thanks to those who cared
Your helping hands are what I need
The good advice that you fed
I will use in the destinations that I will head.
To tell you dear
I have a lot of fear,
I know you don't care
But losing you was one I find it hard to bear.
Life may be unfair
I had a difficult time I swear
I faced the mirror and had a long stare
Uttered "Moving forward will be the hardest dare."
