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🖤Dark love🖤

Kim Namjoon
Is my red moon
He's the darkness and the light
He's my sweet nightmare in the night

When I see him my heart stops beating
My mind keeps fighting
Trying to forget this mysterious creature
But then all my trials come to failure
Because this love is a beautiful pain
Where Kim's heart is what I have to gain
This love is a dangerous game
Where Namjoon's feelings are my aim

It's a dark love, yes
Where I meet sorrow and sadness
My heart keeps bleeding
My eyes keep searching
For this nocturnal creature
But only its shadow passes quickly
Because we don't belong to the same world obviously
However I'll do anything to reach you, for sure
Because you're my everything:

My lonely candle in the darkness
My star in the darkness
My hope that lights up my path in the darkness
My guide in the darkness
You're my dark boy in the darkness
YOU ARE THE DARKNESS

You're my dark and sweet lover
YOU ARE RAP MONSTER
I'm yours and you're mine
When I see you my suns shine
When I see you I'm not fine
If we lose control
Will the world disappear at all ?

There will be just me and you
The sky won't be blue
It will be yellow
The color of the lovely golden arrow
That I will use to kill you
That I will use to make an end
Of this dark love and
Then, I won't suffer
I won't search you as my lover
My heart will stop beating
My wounds will stop bleeding
My eyes will stop crying...
No! no! I will burst into tears
Because my sadness and my fears
Will take another form

I thought that going far away
From you will make feel safe and warm
But I just lose my way
And it's worst than the beginning
Because you're not with me
To help me

Crying, screaming running
It's all what I can do
To appease the pain inside my
Heart, my mind, my
Soul. Because of you, I'm drowning
In a limitless ocean
Of emotion
I don't know if I have to
Love you
Or to hate you
If I have to follow you as a slave
Or be a ruthless queen and imprison you in a creepy cave

What can I do to save me? to save you?
To save this legendary love
Between a stupid girl and a boy of
The darkness' world ?
I need you! I want you! I want to see
Your blood in the floor, your soul
In the sky. You make me a crazy and fool
Girl. Are you happy now?
Now that my soul is devoured by sorrow?

Let's have a lovely fight
Where the loser is the one who will fall in love in the first sight
No please don't kill me with this sweet knife
Did you forget that I'm your crazy wife?

Oh! My God! This love is so dizzy
This love is so crazy
This love is so dangerous
Where grief's form is so glorious
Oh my God! This love is a dangerous game
The money and the fame
Won't help me to understand my heart's suggestions
I'm drowning in an ocean of emotions
Oh! NAMJOON KIM
You're my scary, creepy dream
You're a reality, you're a legend
You are the beginning and the end

~hiding behind a red curtain~🤐😱

Please don't get me wrong!!! I beg you!
I am not a crazy saseang! Don't judge me!😣🥺

I know that the emotions in this poem are confused but I swear, I don't want to hurt him. I don't hate him either! How can I hate a cute creature with sweet dimples like him? He's perfect. And his voice is just, wow, indescribable!😍

At the moment RM is my ULTIMATE BIAS, I decided to write a poem about him. But I was tired of the type of poetry like "I love you, Namjoon, you're perfect, bla bla bla..." I wanted something original. And the song Blood, sweat and tears inspires me. BTS in this song are talking about a mysterious, gorgeous and powerful woman, or maybe I have to say a creature, with who those 7 handsome men are falling in love. It's a dangerous love that is described in this song, isn't it?
"...Chocolate cheeks and chocolate wings..."

So why don't I do the same thing?

While reading this poem, you're free to imagine Namjoon as any nocturnal creature you want( werewolf, vampire,...)
Consider this poem as a fanpoem, ok?😁
Clear? Be nice with me in the comment section!😇

Hope you enjoyed😂