WHEN THERE IS NO US, ANYMORE...

"So it's true when all is said and done, grief is the price we pay for love."

inspired by BTOB "BEAUTIFUL PAIN"

"I'm sorry Jinyoung-ah, i cant take it no more....."

I met my love, then breakup

For endless day, i cried and laughed

Those times and moments

They so beautiful ,yet.....so painful

Dim, darkness, sorrow

those three words explained my life, after he was gone....

Empty bed, empty street and also...empty heart

As i am revolving in this happily existed world, i'm still a loser

A loser, that can't even save her own heart,

from broken into pieces....

A poet without romance, like a corpse

Looking forward to an obsecure reward

Even if i avoid pain, i run into a different pain

I couldn't' see the happiness that was next to me

After i let you go,

You don't know how much i regretted

Even at this moment

I miss it so much

I'm not lying oppa, 

i tried to find you, hopping to find pieces of my heart, in yours..

but when i see you with a new her, i know

that i permanently lost my heart, 

All memories flooded like a big stream of river, one by one

With a big smile and a red-teared eyes,i bid you a goodbye, 

 wishing you the best for your happiness

yet, convincing myself to the fact that this is the end,

the end of us...

Time has passed and i came this far

In the end, we'll remain as a memory

Now i'm afraid of starting again

What if we break up and it hurts me again

Time passes, yet the holes still permanently attached

People come and go, but the memories of us, still engulfing me,

Do i opened up my heart? 

Yes, but they are not able to unlock the deepest lock in my heart

As the key gone, dispersed in the sea of memories..

memories of us

I don't want to sadly wait

Today will become yesterday

Starting over again is so hard

Because i'm afraid it will ended just like last time

Guess what, today i met you oppa

I'm happy to see you alone,

but not when she come, with a wide smile, as she hold the world in her palms,

Our supposed-to-be world..

Surprisingly you recognized me,

Secretly, you are hoping us to be your friend...

I met you and fell in love

That moment i was happier than ever

Please don't be in pain

I wish our love was beautiful in your memories

I smile and i laughed

Agreeing to the idea

But i agree to be a friend, that will not be in each other's shadow,

In case the scars are going to be blooded again

Again, with a smile, i backed off, leaving you and her

To find my own happiness...

that i'm not really sure whether the chances are still there...