Dear anxiety,
I'm part of a few lucky people who managed to control you. or at least can live with you.
i hated you,with my whole heart.
you were here in my darkness part,actually you were my darkness part.
you taken away the least trust of myself,
you take it and you destroyed it and never give it to me back.
you taken away my hunger, my sleep, and you made of them my worst nightmare, nothing seemed real, the times did not seem to me important. I just wanted to die.
but you also helped me when I even know i needed help,
you make me realize that i was worthy as i can be useless.
you make me vulnerable with everything.
Nevertheless, i hated you,
because you hurt me.
so much than I've never think i could,
but i forgave you,
cause all we've been through,
I'm here,with you and you give me the potential to be better.
thanks you.
but never come back please...
Elo ♡
