So, how I said, this is my life, my life could be kind of boring, but, I just make my life of example for you, all the society, because, we live in a very sick society.
November 1st. 2014. 7:05 PM
1st day of surviving the depression; Today. Today was a cool day, like the others. But sometimes, I feel alone, sad, with no reason, that is weird, you know, when that happens to me, it's stressful because I don't know the reason if my depression. Depression is a sickness. But, I can't get, why to me? I had a really happy childhood.
I have a thought, I don't know if it's true.. When my grandma die, I get to sad, like all, but I get sad that in the level that I don't know to describe it, but it's awful, it's horrible, it's the kind of things you don't wanna go through it. If you think, that my depression it's because I don't have a girlfriend, you're so wrong, nothing of that. I think that is ridiculous to get sad or depressive, just because you're not in a couple. Anyways, this is my first day of surviving this shit, I'm not going to finish this stupid thing with "with love, always, me." Or something like that, no no! I'm going to finish it with this ";" because, I don't know, the meaning of that dot and coma, is like "this is not finished yet, you have too much for the future" or something like that. See you. ;
