Ok so I think I'm supposed to say dear diary so dear diary, my psychiatrist says I should do this so it can help me,honestly they should just put me in a Insain asylum already I mean I am messed up, I mean it's not me its them out in the world! Well I guess this helping, I guess I can write in this. As long as no one at school finds it, well I don't know why but diary I think I'm gonna talk to you like a friend well I dont exactly know how to talk to a person, but only because I have social anxiety, and regular anxiety, depression, etc. Like. I stayed I'm messed up. So... hi I'm Emily and I'm insain literally. I tried to kill my mom and dad...and successfully did....... well I'm going what's the word ttyl.