Sorry I lost you or I hid you but because of my buety a lot of guys tend to look at me. A few days ago I was at the bar like usual even though I'm 16. My parents are dead and I live alone. So my life is messed up and i almost got drugged luckily a guy saw it stopped me and now me and him are almost friends i mean we come from the same back ground except he didnt kill his parents and doesnt know i did.and he will never know. But he doesnt go tho my school, and I hope he doesnt then he'll see how much of a loser i am. Well it's time to go so bye diary.