Thawing His Frozen Heart | Min Yoongi

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One cold night, a drunken Yoongi staggered home. Sun Ha held him up.
Yoongi pushed her away as he entered the doorway.
Even in his state, even if he couldn't think clearly, there was one lucid thought in his mind.
It's been weeks, and no one was lingering in the hall to see if he was back, no one in the living room for him to sleep on...
No one to play pranks on.
He missed Y/N.
He knew, he still lived in the same place as her but his pride would not have him apologizing to her.
What's a mere word?
If you told her she was shit, she wouldn't care.
But he only called her a slut and she's so mad about it.
He didn't understand because:
Slut and shit were nouns.
They all began with an S.
They were both four letters long.
They both had their first and last letters as the same.
They were both insults.
They were both words.
Just words.

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"Huh? Yoongi?"
Yoongi lifted his head up.
Y/N?
"What's wrong? I thought you were mad." He asked.
"I- I'm scared.
Plus, I really missed you."
"I'm still with Sun Ha." He said.
He wanted to add that she could go away but there was something calling in her eyes.
Yoongi walked towards her and pinned her to the wall.
He could feel her frightened breath, her beating heart, her large scared eyes...
"Honey," he whispered, tugging the hem of her nightee,"you've got nothing to be scared of..." He slipped his hand on her thigh.
It was hot. He felt an urge to explore...
"You've got nothing to be scared of.
But me."
And only a gasp escaped her mouth, before he gave her a rough, hard kiss, his hand now holding her head and the other pressing the wall.
He released her and realised just then how soft her lips were.
He was moving in for a tender, gentle kiss when he heard her bellow,"Yoongi."
His eyes fluttered open and he saw Namjoon standing there.
"It was pretty weird to see you snogging a pillow and stuff..."
Oh my gosh. How embarrassing.
" Not sure if it was Sun Ha, but I'm really sorry. About that night."
"Yeah. Things did get out of control. I just wish you came sooner."
" Yeah, I managed not break anything for a week so I could say I didn't need you but...
The bulb in my room broke when I was flicking it of and on."
"Wow."
"Why else would I need you?"
"The stuff I said about Y/N... Don't take em to heart."
Yoongi was pretty soft today. Namjoon felt he picked the right day to apologize.
"And about Sun Ha,"
"I'm guessing I should break up with her."
"There's still Y/N."
Yoongi groaned. After his embarrassing, somehow erotic dream, that would be a bit difficult.

😀I really wanted to write a bit of smut, so I did a little erotic dream.
Prisca, please don't tell Christabel.
Please.
Or I'll kill you. You know I can.