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Unexpressed Feelings

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(Obsession)

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von Ninanghi

von Ninanghi

You know; I've been in love before.

You know; I felt the love spreading.

You know; I lost myself in those feelings.

• But there was this one time you don't know how deep I fell.

I fell so deep in love with this boy, I couldn't even breath when he was around.

I stumbled and fell. I fell for him.
But in I way I never expected to fell.

The feelings I had; I couldn't handle them.

I couldn't handle the way I felt.
I couldn't handle the way he made me feel.

I thought I would die without him.
I thought I would die when he was with me.

Unhealthy.

Unhealthy feelings.
Unhealthy love.

The most unhealthy relationship I had and there wasn't even a relationship.

He wasn't into me.
Never.

But I knew I didn't care.
But I didn't care that I knew I didn't care.

There was no love.

It was all about obsession.