Shuichi Saihara X Reader

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Pretty Woman.
//Shuichi x Reader//
//will be in Shuichi's P.O.V//

Oh oh oh oh oohh~

Wanna be loved...

It's been 3 months ever since me and (Y/N) broke up. She was such a sweet, loving, pretty and adorable woman. I loved her to bits! Everything was going fine until.. 5 months later.. Things were going downhill and.. We had a huge argument. She stormed off and left. I never saw her again after that.

Don't wanna be fool, wanna be cool
wanna be loved 너와의 same love (wanna be loved the same love as you)
Baby I want it

I have gotten over (Y/N)!

I really haven't.

Though.. Everytime I would pull out my phone. Text some buddies, go on instagram.. Then be swarmed around her pictures. I would always get lost in her profile.

니가 올리는 모든 사진마다 (On every picture you post)

I would constantly go through her pictures, even if I have already looked millions of times. She looked so beautiful in each of them. For some odd reason, every time I look at her pictures my heart would ache. Especially when I see those likes/hearts from other men.

좋아요 남발하는 처음 보는 저 남자.. 누구야?
(A guy I've never seen before likes it... Who is he?)

Why do I feel this pinch of jealousy everytime I see more men like (Y/N's) pictures. It's so irritating, I don't need to worry about her anymore. Yet, I still worry anyway.

아 맞다 나 이제 남자친구 아니지
(Oh right I'm not your boyfriend anymore)

I have thought of messaging her, calling her by any chance of being good friends again. In the end, I would always coward out. I'm worried that she still hates me, she's still mad at me from the past. But.. she hasn't blocked me yet? Is she still okay with me talking with her and being friends? Do I still have a chance to redeem myself..?

Even if she still hasn't blocked me, she probably forgot.

자연스레 니 번호 눌렀잖아
전화나 카톡하자니 꼭 지는 것 같고
뭐라도 안 하면 날 신경도 안 쓸 것 같어
(I somehow naturally typed out your phone number
But calling or texting you is like losing
If I don't say anything)

Am I the only one who still hasn't- well! I have! But am I the only one checking her pictures..? Does she scan through my profile as well?

(왜) 싫어요 버튼은 없는데
(I don't think you'll even care about me)

After my little moments on her account, I would try to erase it from my memory and I try to prevent myself from going on her account again. I don't need her.. I don't need her.. I don't need her.. But I want to need her..

싫어 저 삼십 몇 명 중 하나가 되는 게
여기도 좋다고 저기도 좋다고
한번만 놀자고 왜 그리 곱냐고
(Why isn't there a dislike button
I don't like becoming one of those thirty likes from here and likes from there
Saying "let's meet up once" and "oh why are you so pretty")

I would talk to Rantaro and he would keep pointing out how I would go off and talk about (Y/N).

I don't believe him at first of course, but then when I scroll up to check.

It was all clear.. I really was blabbing about (Y/N).

Uh f**k that, all stupid b*lls**t
이젠 내 것도 아닌데 왜 뺏기는 것 같은지
(You're not even mine anymore but why do I feel like you're being taken away)

I honestly would 'laugh' at myself for doing such a thing. Though deep down inside.. I really do miss her, I oddly felt like I lost to her. It's a complete enigma of how I lost to her but I just somehow did.
.
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I went on (Y/N's) account again. I really can't have enough can I? When I searched her up, clicked on her icon, she posted a new picture. It was her partying..

하하 넌 나 없이 참 잘 사네
(Haha you're living fine without me)

I felt this wave of sadness come and hit me just like a wave. I wanted to be with her at that party. I've been with her to so many events that.. This stupid picture got to me.

눈꼴 시려우니까 노는 것 좀 살살해
목까지 올라온 저주를 삼키고
(I don't wanna see it so stop partying so hard
I swallow the curses that rose up to my throat)

I wish she would just delete those photos with me in it. It hurts so much to get 'teased' by it. It's like she knows I'm roaming around her account.

Wait.. I think she does know..

Because I just pressed like on the picture.. Sh-

오늘도 좋아요를 누르지 s**t
And again today I press the like button, s**t

I hate that she has became so pretty.

넌 남이 되고 오히려 더 좋아 보여 pretty woman
(After we broke up you look better, pretty woman)

I hate that she still lingers in my mind.

Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

I hate that I want to be with her, kiss her, hug her and protect her. Why can't I be the one to do so?

오 얄밉게도 여전히 넌 좋아 보여 pretty woman
(Annoyingly, you still look good, pretty woman)

Why is life so unfair..? Why does love hurt so much..?

Oh pretty woman
Everyday I mourn about her, I'm still holding onto the past as she has completely moved on from me. Probably got a new better boyfriend than me. I envy their relationship if that's the case, for the rest of my life until I die. I will mourn everyday about (Y/N)..
Don't wanna be fool, wanna be cool
wanna be loved 너와의 same love (Wanna be loved, same love as you)
I know it's over
Well.. I guess that's just how love works.. It can be pleasing or miserable.
Don't wanna be fool, wanna be cool
wanna be loved 너와의 same love (Wanna be loved, same love as you)
I will always love you.. (Y/N)
Baby I want it.
//A/N: YA SORRY IF IT'S REALLY SHORT BUT- O K JUST- SORRY//





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