Jodi's POV
I need to mend my broken heart. How could he? He showed me that he cared for me. He told me that he loves me. He even told me that I'm the onli girl in his life that he'll love and we'll be together forever.
JERK!
That was all a cover up. He is such a jerk. I loved him with all my heart. I cared for him and I even had been a bad kid to my parents, defending him cause they don't like him.
Hell! I even lost my virginity to that fucking asshole!
That fucking jerk! For 2 years, 2 years that we've been together, he deceived me. For 2 years, gosh! How stupid of me to be fooled and played with.
I did not listen to what my friends were telling about him. That he's already married with two kids and wife whose tummy is bulging since she's 8 months pregnant.
God, I betrayed my own friends just because of him. Love really is a bad thing. I've been bad because I loved him.
I've been blinded by his sweet words. "Honey, let's cuddle. Babe, let's watch a movie and have a date." "Happy anniversary, babe."
I've been deaf to what others were saying. All of this because I loved a fucking bastard.
Now what do I get? After finally listening to my friends, I spied on him. and what they were saying was definitely right.
He had a wife, who is 8 months pregnant, two kids, a girl and a boy.
Well, fuck him. He cheated on his wife. That bastard does not deseve love. He does not have the right to love and be loved.
And now, because I fucking loved him, I'm crying my heart out. Wait, scratch that. I'm not crying anymore because I have no tears left - my eyes are dry.
After breaking up with him two days ago, I've been here in my room... sulking, crying, dying inside.
I refuse to eat. I refuse to speak. I refuse to do anything until my heart ache is over. I just want to lay in bed and cry. No, I wanna die. I've been hurt too much.
I'm currently laying in bed, expressionless and numb. Just when, a bright thought came across my mind. THIS IS FUCKED UP! THIS IS SO STUPID. I should be having fun!
I shouldn't let that good-for-nothing bastard ruin my life! I'm not gonna let him stop me from living.
Yeah! That's the spirit, Jodi!
I called my friends to come over my house. I didn't tell them why. We're gonna have super fun tonight!
I got out of bed and mom hugged me ever so tightly while dad gave me a warm smile and mouthed ' welcome back'.
"Oh sweetie! I'm glad that you've realized that it's not yet the end of the world!" my mom said. I can definitely say that she's crying since my left sleeve is already soaked. Dad chuckled at how dramatic mom is. I hugged her back.
