Highschool heart beat

First Day Jitters

Ayla-

5am
Idk why I'm nervous I went here last year ughh. Just shake it off. Okay now it's time to get up because I have to shower, pick a new outfit even though I picked one last night but when I look at it it's going to be hideous , eat breakfast, and finally be outside to catch the bus full of people who are loud for fun. Gotta love highschool. I'm just going to lay down for 5 more minutes because no.

5 minutes later*
I throw the cover off myself and make my bed. I remember asking my mom why I had to make my bed if I was just going to get back into it and ofc she asked me why wipe your poop if you're going to poop again? Very well played mom. Then I head to the shower and there's no way I'll ever get into a cold shower. Why do people torture themselves like I'm not knocking people who only have cold water but if you have both boil yourself alive.

In the shower*
I'm using my favorite hair products today they're worth the seven dollars for each. After I shower I walk back into my room I dry off and lotion down ya know the routine. Then it's time to look at my outfit. Black long sleeve shirt ,lightblue mom jeans ,old skool vans* my favorite type of shoes and my favorite black jacket. Like I said earlier hideous I switch out the mom jeans and black shirt for dark blue ripped skinny jeans and a plain white crew neck . I then put in my lucky necklace a hire bc everyone loves them how could you not. Time check it 5:26 so I start on my make up. First in the shower I washed it with my face wash I use Cetaphil and now I'm applying my acne fighting astringent followed up by toner/ witch hazel. My face was already wet I didn't dry it off so the products wouldn't be as harsh. Then I do my eyebrows. All you need is your eyebrows, mascara,and lip gloss to be a baddie. But today I'm doing eyeliner. Now it's 5:45 which means breakfast I like to each breakfast at home to many people in one place is nothing but trouble lol. For breakfast today I'll be treating myself to some strawberry oatmeal with yogurt it's delicious. You make the oatmeal and put a scoop of yogurt inside of the container today it's a bowl tomorrow might be idk we'll see tomorrow. You're probably wondering why I didn't text my best friends haura and Ryder well I didn't make up my bed so my mom took my phone yesterday. Yes the day before school so I'm in for it I hope I see Ry first bc haura can be kinda mean but tough love is the best love. Time check after eating it's 6:10. I'm going to pack my lunch . A strawberry and banana v8. A peanut butter and jelly sandwich bc I love them. Some chips and a brownie. Now it's 625. *My mom left at 6 for work or I would have said bye and I loved her then tried to get my phone. I really love her but I want my phone don't judge. * I have to be at the bus stop before 6:30. Idk when the bus comes but I guess this year I'm the last stop and the only seat available is by my ex (Dustin)great just great. Holy stars I left my lunch so I hop of the bus bc I'm not leaving my peanut butter and jelly... looks like I'm a walker from now on.