I smile all the time
But that deep inside I cry.
I was scared to be abandon
Scared of being forgot.
That I will be your old kids toy
Love for a bit then lost in emptiness
I hide behind a mask
A mask of lie, that say I'm fine
I in a dark space alone
I hear people around me
But without a light, I can not see
I yell for help, but no one come
Why can’t people hear me
Why can’t people see me
Why is the dark always so cold
A pain lurks in my chest
A knife plunge deep in my heart
My breathing shallow and small
Feels like a tourniquet is tightening around it
The world is closing in on me,
I look around and see everyone going by.
But I’m not apart of it
I am alone
