the struggle with logic
my homework at"home"
cant focus on what i should
a compass that does not lead
going down an empty road
not for success but only of strife
having sucidal thoughts
wishing i did not
looking around, knowing im hell bound
depression glitters in the distance
sadness touches my heart
i may lough at your jokes
and smile your way
that is all fake
i cry inside i hide myself
if i open i get hurt
no knows my pain
im lonely
the only friends i have are me myself and misery
tears of silence overflows
false joy and lonely smiles
my past hits hard and i live to die
mybe i will smile then ,but please dont cry...
