Love is both a beautiful lie and a terrible truth

The end...please....let it end..

I'm stuck in the endless loop of 'love' why did I fall for them

1:guy who everyone said was no good

2:a guy who treated me like I wasn't good enough 

3:engaged

4and5: loved me and I was blind

6:distance 

7 and 8 :never loved me anyway

9:was nothing to him

I'm so sick of being like this.....