This is not a fairytale

A year later

Part 2.

I broke up with my boyfriend after I told him I hooked up with his friend and I don't regret it a single bit. I'm best friends with Taehyung now. It was just a one time thing and we haven't had sex after that. He's a really great and supporting friend and he has been with me through every situation I have been through.

Also it has been a little over a year since I broke up with my boyfriend and he still wants me back. Just look at that poor kid wanting his toy back.

~5.32am 20th August~

I've been listening to music the whole night and staring at the ceiling. Another sleepless night. I looked at the clock and decided to start getting myself ready.
I washed my black hair and I was thinking what do I have today in school. "ah shit." I said to myself when I remembered my homework from the last week and those few exams that I haven't studied to at all.

I got out of the shower and brushed my teeth and dressed up. I chose a tight shirt which is very unusual for me but I wanted to try something new.

I wore a black leather jacket, a black choker with little spikes on it and a chain with a razor blade, then I had a black and red crop top with spaghetti straps and a belt like thing on it. Then I had black jeans with chains on them.

I did my makeup too, since I was bored and had nothing else to do.

I did a black smokey eye with some red with it, I put blush to the tip of my nose, and dark lipstick. I looked at the clock again. I guess I have enough time to go to the store to buy a monster or something.

I put my shoes on and took my keys and phone with me and went out of the house. My mom was still in sleep so I tried to be as quiet as I could.

When I was walking to the store, I felt like my backpack was weirdly light. Wait.
I tried to feel my backpack behind me but it wasn't there. I left it at home. But I just shrugged and told myself that I wouldn't do anything in school anyway.

I bought my monster and started drinking it while walking to school. It was a warm morning and the sky was clear. It made my mood better until I got to school.
But then I saw my new friend Liz who transferred to my school few weeks ago sitting on a bench in the hallway.
"Wassup Liz?" We did our secret handshake.
"Not much, have you studied to our exams?" She asked even though she knew the answer already.
"Bruh, you know I don't know shit about physics or French." I laughed.
"Oui." she said.
"You want a sip?" I handed her my monster.
"Sure." She said and started gulping it.
"Hey! Leave me some!" I started chasing her but it was too late. She drank it all.
"Oopsie" she giggled.
"I should've seen this coming." I said to myself.
"Fuck!! We're late to class." She said.
We hugged and ran to our classes.

~3.45pm~

"Finally it's over." I said when I heard the school bells ring and I walked outside from the school. I was next to my school building and took my pack of cigarettes and lighter. I lit the cigarette, breathed in and out.

"Can I have one?" A boy who I have never seen before was standing infront of me.
He was a little taller than me. He seems to work out and he had big ocean blue eyes and hot messy black hair. He had an eyebrow piercing and a quite nice style.
He was wearing almost all black.
"Sure." I said and took another cigarette from the box. I lighted the cigarette from him and looked at his eyes. They're so beautiful. "Thanks." He gave me a little smile. "I've never seen you before. Who are you?" I asked.
He just giggled and said that he moved nearby few months ago and he goes to my school except he has skipped school every single day.
"Well that's insteresting." I said.
"I was thinking if you could hang out some time." He said.
"I'm free this whole day. My best friend is spending time with her new girlfriend and I have nothing to do." I said and gave him a cute smile.
"You have a cute smile." He said.
"Aww, thanks" Damn this boy is something.
"What's your name?" He asked me.
"Y/n. What's your name?" I asked him with a flirty tone. Goddamit Y/n. I just met this guy and I'm already flirting.
"Jay." He said and smiled.
"Wanna go somehwere?" I asked.
"Where'd you wanna go?"
"My place? I live close to the little store close to the school."
"That sounds lovely."
I hope he doesn't think I'll hook up with him because I'm not a hoe and fuck everyone who I have just met. 
We started walking next to eachother and I looked at his shoes. "Do you skate?" I asked when I saw his other shoe is quite worn off. "Yeah I do." He said.
"Cool."
I hope I didn't sound to cold.

When we arrived at my place my mom was still in work. We took our jackets and shoes off and went upstairs, where my room was.

"Your room looks really nice." He said admiring my room.
"Wanna watch a movie or play something?" I asked.
"I want to watch a movie."
"Horror?"
"Hell yea."

I turned my tv on and and we went on my bed and chose the movie. We watched it for some time but then a jump scare came and I gripped his hand tightly. He just giggled and looked at me.
"Is y/n a little scared." He said teasingly.
"Shut up."
"You know what, Y/n?" He said and licked his lips.
"Yeah?" I asked.
"You're really beautiful." He said and cupped my cheeks with his hands.
"You too." I said and giggled.
"Cutie."

Jay's phone started ringing and I looked at the screen and the was a girls name and hearts after her name. "Let it be." He said and kept watching the movie.
"You didn't tell me you had a girlfriend." I said and scoffed.
"What? She's my sister, you silly."
"Oh." I said a smiled awkwardly.

"I should go now. My sister will get mad if I don't go home before midnight." Jay said and wrote his number on a piece of paper and left it on the table. He gave me a warm smile and left the house.

After a while I called Ruby and told her everything from the end of the school to the moment he left. She said that she's happy for me and that he seems like a great person. When she ended the call, I just felt numb. I haven't eaten well, slept well and nothing really seems to go well.
I went outside at around 1am for a walk.
I was walking slowly and I had another cigarette in my mouth.

A guy was walking towards me and I wasn't really thinking about it that much.
He suddenly started running and when he reached to me, he pinned me to the wall with his hand on my throat and I just left a quiet whiper.

Then he ran away. It all happened so fast and I just fell on the ground on my knees while my other hand was holding my stomach. It was hurting so much and I looked and my stomach. My hand was all bloody and I saw that the guy stabbed me with a knife.

I walked to the bridge where I met Taehyung a year ago. I saw Ruby's boyfriend and his gang there when one of them saw me fall when I was walking towards the bridge. "Oh my god it's Y/n!" One of them said and ran to me. "Let's bring her to my place."
The guy carried me and rest of the people followed him.

"J-jay..?" I asked the guy who was examining my wound.
"I'm Mark." He said while he put a big bandaid on the wound.
"Where is he?" I asked with tears in my eyes.
"Who's Ja- oh Jay." Ruby's boyfriend said.
"How did you meet him?" He asked confused.
"Bring him h-here." I could barely talk because I was in so much pain.
"I don't have his number."
I took the piece of paper with Jay's number on it from my pocket and Ruby's boyfriend called him.
Few minutes later I saw his cute face and he gave me painkillers to ease the pain.

A while has passed and I could move almost normally and I could talk clearly.
"Thank you." I thanked everyone.
Everyone smiled at me and Jay said he'll bring me home.

"Thank you for coming." I said and looked at the ground. Jay and I sat on a bench for some time and we talked about what happened. I was breathing heavily.
"Jay.."