A New York Love

Chapter nine

Sarah's pov

Can't believe what I'm seeing, Abby leaving me, she's literally leaving without talking, why the hell I date someone younger that me, I knew there are not grown up enough, and now I'm just broken because I actually got to love her, I told her last night, shit. But I shouldn't be so hard to her either, this might be very overwhelming for her, all of this was just too much to her and she's too young, I need to talk to her.
Is the next day in the morning and she doesn't pick up my calls and text back, I'm getting worry about it so I decided to go to her hotel, but before I leave I took the courage to go online to see the drama, I stoped caring about what people say about me on internet long time ago, it was just not worth it but this time I need to see those pictures, because I can't even remember. I go to my Twitter and there is more than a thousand of mentions, pictures everywhere and when I see them I remember, it was a night I had to stay longer and she stayed with me, my truck got luck and we have to wait for someone to open it and they take so long and we couldn't resist ourselves, we were very sure that nobody was around because even the director had left but we were wrong, totally wrong, and there is pictures of me fingering her, how embarrassing is all of this, I really hope she haven't see this pictures or she will be more devastating, the felling of seeing myself in a very intimate moment makes me really sick and I can't stop myself of crying, they have gone very far from the line. I decided to erase all social media from my phone, not for internet because I don't want to give them any importance but for me, I really need a break from all that drama, Abby was right, dating me was going to make her life miserable and she doesn't deserve that, she was not used to all this shit. I put myself together and go to Abby's hotel. When I arrived the receptionist told me that she just left to the airport - What? How long ago? About 10 mn ago she did check out Mss - Mss that's how she likes to call me - you know which airport? - No Mss, I'm sorry - Ok thanks - I go to the door and talk to the guy standing there waiting for the people- Did you help a girl, that just left about 10 mn ago, in her 20s, shorter than me, brown hair, good style - Oh yes, I did, she was going to the airport - Yes, that one, do you know which airport? - I think I heard JFK - Thank you so much man, I really appreciate it, I gave him a tip and call a taxi right away - To JFK as fast as you can please, Jesus how the hell im going to know which airline, or where she's going if I don't get there before she past segurity, shit - I can't contain the tears and the guy from the taxi notice - I'm sorry to get in your business, but are you looking for the brunette girl, that actually was going to JFK? - Yes Yes, do you know something - I was there when she got in the other cab and she was really sad and telling the guy to take her to any airport, that she was going to Miami and the guy said JFK - Sr thank you thank you so much - your welcome and don't cry, whit time everything is gonna be alright - He blink at me through the mirror - you're right, thank you. I arrived at the airport and I go like crazy looking for her, there is a lot of people and I don't know if I will be able to find her so the best I could do is go and stand up close to the door of segurity and keep calling her but there is not answer, after half hour I see a brunette coming with a very sad look on her face and facing down while waking, I go to her way - Abby - She looks up and meet with my eyes, she looks concern at me - Please Sarah, I have to catch a flight - Why are you going to Miami - To visit some relatives before going back home and that's not of your business - I know I'm sorry but we need to talk - there is nothing to talk Sarah, I'm sorry but all of this is just too much for me, I just wanted to work on fashion, behind everything, I wanted to meet you, work with you, be friends, maybe more, I always wanted that but you're a celebrity and all that takes to date you for being who you are, is just too much for me and I don't think I'll  be able to get used to it, and not after those pictures, my mom is really mad at me, she didn't even know I was gay and everybody is talking about that, Instead of my aunt in Miami, she's gay and she understands so I need to go see her. I'm sorry if I'm hurting you, you have no idea how sad I am, I dream my whole life for this job for what happens between us but I can't I just can't. - Let me go with you - No Sarah, you have to work and I really need to get away from you, I need to figure out my feelings, and see everybody is looking at us, this is not normal, not being able to be together as the rest and the think that hurt me the most is that people think I got this job because of you when it was all my effort and even though I know is not true I cannot feel sad that for the very first time I did something by myself and people think I got it because someone else, because I'm fucking you, people think I fuck you because of that and not because I'm crazy about you, I have never love someone like I love you. Non of this is fair and I cannot handle it - I didn't realize She was making a scene of crying when I felt a lot of eyes on us I took her on a hug - Please calm down I love you too a lot I'm sorry I'm very sorry, you're so talent, you are amazing in what you do and you're the most carry and beautiful woman I've ever meet, you're so brave of coming all the way here so young following your dreams, it makes me really sad, I feel so guilty and I'm sorry - no need to be, is not like is your fault, we both let this happened - She says wiping her tears - Sarah I really need to catch the fly - Please don't go - I look at her with puppy eyes - I have to, and I'm sorry again, maybe this was just not mean to be long, take care Sarah, and keep being the best, I'll always be your fan #1 and I will love you forever- She takes my hand and let a kiss, she made her way to security with tears on her eyes and I stay looking at her going in until I can't see her anymore.

The end.

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